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2011-06-10T03:15:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum..hmmm..lame x update blog coz i thought noting could be write out..but then,arini rase nak tulis gak pape ponn..hmmm..nak flashback blk ah..stat dgn final last sem.dekat2 final tu,memang aku rase hepy gle..tension tu mmg la tension..tapi bile dah jumpe geng yang mcm ngam sket, mmg hilang tros ar tension..rase kadang cam aku nak final ke x nih???coz geng aku ni mmg on je..so i named it as GO(geng on???)..aku blh masok la ngan diorg coz diorg suke makan..coz aku memang x leh resistla ape2 yang involve ngan makanan.memang dekat2 final tu,banyak je kedai makan yang ktorg try..sampai bapak aku tanye,"long buat ape ngan duit abah bagi???cepat bonar abihnye??"aku cakap ar,"makan bah,btol,x de bende laen..makan je..."pastu stiap hal yang aku buat,mesti cakap dulu ah abah aku..nak g sane, nak g sini,everythings are in details.sampaikan satu tahap tu, die let go je..die cakap asal aku x masok lokap or wat hal je...ade ke camtu???but, that is one thing i like about him.he trust me..kadang2 lebih dari orang laen..kawan sndri pun kadang2 x caye ngan judge burok2 pasal kite(ade aku kesah??)..abah aku sendiri pun caye kat kat aku,ko ap e hal nak judge2 org???ko tu baek sangat ke angellic sgt ke???haaa..kan dah emo:/..tapi in conclusion,as long as my parents believe in me,i dont care what other people say or think about me..coz susah senang kite parents ade,tapi kawan(some of them la eh,bukan semua)..bile senang, same2, bile susah,sorang2 ah..that what had happened to me before..malas nak cakap..:/..biar ah..hmmm..lps final plak, aku memang berserah la result camne..calculus 1 tu ntah pape aku jawab..n yang len2 nye..dgn ade sedikit konflik plak dengan kawan2..konflik ke??diorg x de cakap pon diorang x puas hati or marah pasal ape..haha..but to me, as long as diorg x tanye n clarify betol2 ngan aku tentang ape yang diorg x puas hati, buat ape aku gatal2 nak jawab soalan yang tak ditanye n gatal2 nak touching2??buat pening je..ala, manusia..salah sndri x nampak,salah org laen,cepat je potpet potpet..for example,bile kite tgk couple pegang2,dok dekat2 semua tu.tipu ah lau tak terdetik kat hati kite yang kite x suke tengok.aku mengaku,aku pon cam tu(name pon manusia)tapi kite x tau,contohla,kite tercouple nanti..ntah2 lagi trok dari tu..n mungkin kite x terprasan kite pon dah jadi cam couple2 yang laen..sebab manusia memang jarang sangat nampak salah sendiri,sebab tu la ade pepatah yang "kalau salah,tolong tunjukkan;)"ni peringatan kat diri sndri jugak ye!:)...fullstop.berbalik kepade result next sem,alhamdulillah to Allah SWT.coz mengabulkan doa..aku rase maybe doa aku lambat sket termakbul coz dosa2 yang menghalang kemakbulan doa tu..ni bagi aku laa,hanye Allah je yang tau..alhamdullillah,first time ever aku dapat dean list..tapi sipi2 je.aku rase mmg tertebuslah kekecewaan last sem coz last sem aku mampu dapat 2.5++ je..aku bersyukur sangat..thanx jugak to dr love aku.die yang bagi aku byk tips..ade satu ayat die tu"study sket, but then dapat banyak..you dont have to study all things in universe, but then at last,lupe semua n bercelaru je idea tu"thanx dr love!ure the best ever!;)..parents aku happy sangat time tau tu,including my grandparents(sampai dapat lappy free satu gi..haha,thanx mok!;))hmmm...shortsem ni ok la,best la gak.tapi x best last sem coz anis x de.shes my heart,my motivator,my catalyst,she is everything to me.x penah jumpe kawan yang susah senang same.love u babe!;)..since die x de time shortsem,memang agak x de life la aku..x leh menyengal sangat!huhu...exam nye pressure pon aku x rase.bahaye jugak x de pressure nih..haha..ni la jadinye.MALAS!:(..but then,aku hope sangat nasib aku akan jadi lagi baik dari smalam..target sem nih,plg rendah pon 2 subjek tu dapat A-(insyaAllah..)nak bagi abah happy lagi;)

plz say NO!

2011-03-12T03:56:00.000-08:00

why i dont have strength to say NO to people??why??ade la skali 2 cakap TIDAK.or TAK NAK.but then,x mmg rase cam jahat gle.huhuhuhu..why eh?adakah aku x normal?or nak dekat time period??huhuhu..hurmm..maybe la kot..jadi cam emo and sensitive smacam je nih+homesick lagi+org x reti bahasa lagi+jadi committee secara pakse lagi.panas2!woah...i want my normal life back!nothing else.just me,n myself most of the time.i love to be alone(x slalu lah jgk coz takot la kalo mlm2 dok sorg..huhu)..i want to waste time as usual(ade ke?)hurmm..entah la blalang..sometimes,people can give pressure to you..hey man,ingat dunia ni pressure cooker ke huh???aku rase nak tgk laut je skang,tapi skang ni cam bahaye je nk g tgk laut..huhuhu..cam musim tengkujuh plak..but then,seriously,it is not me.ke effect homesick nih??huhuhu..hurm..entah la:(

why??

2011-03-01T07:34:00.000-08:00

why cant i forget you?why mr S???nak kate satu course pun x.nak jumpe??haram!lately mmg x nampak batang idung pun..huhu..but why feeling aku kat die ni cam fresh je..fresh??ah,lantak ar aku nak gne ape =p.ye la,jumpe x,terserempak pun x.tapi asal la aku still ade hati lagi kat die.maybe bcoz of his behavior towards people?his politeness??kindness??cuteness??(damn cute.comel.kecik.eye smile.sweet smile)haha..x kan muke die ade iras junho kott...tapi ade la skett..sepet!i like~~..eww..menggedix plak..=p..ermm,seriously,nape la aku still ade hati ngan ko wahai mr s sedangkan ade yang lebih berhak untuk aku cintai iaitu,the creator,Allah SWT.yup,it is normal actually when someone fall in love or "what ever under the sun",they tend to forget or less appreaciate la about people that lagi berhak kite sayangi..contoh paling dekat la kan,ble dah cintan2 ni,x msg sehari tu punye la rase bagai stahun..tapi kalau x msg parent shari tu rase cam"ala,esok2 la"..tipu la lau x rase camtu..coz aku penah kott=(..how fool,silly and"what ever under the sun"am i.suke ati la nak describe ape asalkan seangkatan dengannya..ermm..seriously,saye mau lupekan awak MR S!but not by hating you..you just to good to be true..eh?erm,watever..but my aim to cut(tapi boleh paste lagi=))you in my diary(ade pun x)..."whatever under the sun"*sigh T_T
tapi cam kene plak ngan lirik ni..copy paste je la=)

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..

alhamdulillah=)

2011-02-28T07:26:00.000-08:00

alhamdulillah,all thanks to Allah for giving me happiness.i love u Allah=)..ill try my best to be better muslim in this world and hereafter..Allah maha pengampun dan maha pengasih..really thankful coz i still get what i pray for even ive done many sinful things as a human and muslim..thank u Allah=)..alhamdulillah

a day with my forever man=)

2011-02-18T04:11:00.000-08:00

wahhhh!!!!!!! sgt happy hari ni..nape?this is all bcoz of my most handsome man in this world.yup,hari ni die dtg kuantan.saye sgt happy..oh happy happy day*my girl soundtrack*ermmm...lps klas tadi,aku,pah n syara cam biase la kan.pergi ternak lemak kat cafe.aku makan nasi ayam.tibe-tibe, nokia red-blackberry aku bebunyi..aku pun angkat la..die ckp dah sampai..wowowowowowo...hepy3..tapi kan,aku x start makan g.then,aku pun rushing la pegi cari kete kat luar cafe..die sesat!ade ke.uia pun leh sesat..pastu aku pun nampak la MAK 1479..confirm!its him!;).then,aku cakap la aku baru nk stat makan ngan kawan,then die cakap malu la plak.nanti die je laki kat kafe tu.aku pun yang memang dah niat nak makan luar ni pn stuju je(ble lagi kan??)hehe..then,aku pun tapau balik nasi ayam tu since x de sape nak tolong makan(semua jage badan ye!)pastu,aku pun naik la MAK.pastu die tanye aku nak makan mane.then,aku pun suggest la restoren kat TC.die tanye, x jauh ke?walaupun aku dah tau TC agak jauh,tapi aku cakap"x jauh pun"..huhu..jahat jugak..but actually,my intention is nak cari temapat yang boleh lepak2 lepas makan.so,Tc is best choice la.then,pegi la ikot jalan blakang.aku maen redah je sbenanye.x penah pun tunjuk jln tu kat org len before this.pastu dalam kete tu dok borak2 la..macam2 cte kuar.sampai je kat TC,ingat nak makan kat restoren yg aku,anis,lana n ama makan hari tu,tapi tutup plak.ape la restoren ni,org nk bg untung die plak tutup.haish!:(.pastu terpaksela makan gerai biase je.aku ingat nak makan ikan siakap la kan..wuihh..kne melebih-lebih sket ngan my men ni.lepas makan tu,ktorg pun borak2 kat bench yg ade dekat depan toilet tc tu.asal la aku x prasan blakang tu toilet.last2 baru sdar.seb baek x mengadap toilet..huhu..lau tak,x lalu nk duduk pun.kitorg borak2 sambil makan chikadees tau..;)first time aku rase sgt selesa nk meluahkan prasaan kat die.maybe sbb ktorg bdua je kott time tu:).pastu,die ajak nak balik..tapi nak balik mane??hahaha...then ktorg decide la nak stay je kat TC.aku sgt hepy coz my decision nak g makan kat tc tu sgt tepat.tgk,boleh lepak skali.tapi die cakap mengantuk sangat sebab drive dari pagi tadi.then,lau nak sewa hotel cam x worth la kan?lepas tu aku bagi la aku punye spontaneous idea."tdo je la kat atas rumput tepi pokok depan pantai tu".guess what,he's agreed!im soooo happy.never thought that die sangat la slambe badak cam aku gak!haha..thats why i love u;).since rumput tu agak licin n tempat tu pun senget sket,looks like he cant sleep well.but then he tries..;)while he was sleeping,aku lah kne jadi guard kan!cheh bajet2 ade six pack la nak jadi guard nih*tetibe je six pack*agak lame die tdo.about half an hour camtu..tengah2 menjalankan tugas sebagai guard nih,boring la plak mak aih..seb baek ade bwk buku note kecik n pensil.aku pun yang x de kesenian langsung ni pun stat la melukis.i do drawing?????!!!.pelik tapi benar ye!;)

then,ble die bangun je,die mintak tolong aku belikan McD*tlg beli je,ongkos phm2 la ye!hehe..aku suke!aku pun dengan patuhnye jalankan tugas sebagai despatch McD plak..haha.n bcoz i love him so much,i bought him BigMc. i want him to be happy by eating large set of BigMc tapi actually bende tu x elok,tapi skali skala halal je la kan?.Then,makan2 jap depan pantai tu,pastu ktorg gerak la ke bandar kuantan.pegi kedai aksesori kete coz want to fix MAK nye radio.rupe2nye speaker rosak.n mahal jugak la nak tukar.then,die cakap nanti balik bulan 4 la baiki balik.INSYAALLAH..but i cant promise u..hehe..btol la, xde radio..camne aku nak idop??ade kne mengene ke?then,lepas tu g la terminal.singgah kat terminal tomyam dlu.minum2.then,hah sudah,die jumpe geng plak..memang seantero dunia la die ade kawan.bcoz he's soo peramah.n thats another reason why i lovee u much!;)..dah,x layan aku la ble cakp ngan geng.siap dok meja len g.tinggalkan aku kat meja blakang.huhuhuhu..*seb baek geng die support minum.x de la aku nk bengang sgt.haha..lepas meeting ngan geng2 die tadi,kitorg naek la atas terminal tu,nak solat.after solat tu,pegi amek jaket die yang tetinggal kat dalm kete.then,lepak2..cakap bende2 sweet..die tanye aku,balik ble?aku cakap la maybe tgh bln 4 la.then die pun tanye aku.."so,1 march ni xde kat umah la?"sambil tersengih2 sengih.."1 march???"lepas tu baru aku ingat yang birthday die 1 march..apela..dah berumur pun xcited g pasal birtday2 nih..and this is another reason i love so muchhhtake note,dah reason yang ke brape ni..hehe..muah2..pastu turun la kat bawah terminal tu.bas pun nak gerak,die cakap nak naik bas dulu.die suh aku balik dulu coz time tu dah nak dekat kul 7 dah.pastu aku pun pergi la tanpa pandang blakang.Allah je tau perasaan aku time tu....saaangat SEDIHH;)..rase macam x cukup je spend time ngan die slame hampir shari ni..sangat sedih..ABAH,i really love u,miss u so much!kalau boleh x nak abah balik lagi hari ni.ingat boleh la die stay lame sket cni tapi esok die ade keje plak:(.sdeh..i cant stop my tears while writing this post.seriously,aku x penah rase happy camni slame ni.just abah ngan aku je hari ni.doing everything together. bedosela kan lau aku cakap"aku x sanggup kehilangan die"tapi seriously, i cant lose him.so,the thing that i can do now is to pray for him.hope that he is in best of health and panjang umo.i love u abah.my love to you is infinity.i miss u.i miss your smile, i miss your voice,i really reallly miss you..saye takkan jumpe abah yang sporting and sangat happy go lucky like you.abah jare sangat maroh ore.most of the time,u are so supportive.i love you abah;).i still cant stop crying right now:(

finally,..the end

2011-02-16T00:12:00.000-08:00

ooopss..x the end lagi..baru lps midsem..huahua..camne la leh tringat plak psl nk mengupdate blog ble tgh dgr lagu miss a nih.hehe..erm..lot things happened lately.erm..let me see..to start with,before midsem break hari tu,saye mangalami tekanan perasaan terhadap pengajian saya*btol kah grammar ni=(..so,bising2 cakap kat org yg aku ni nak tukar kos..boleh dikatakan most of my chingu cam sedih jugak dengar but then diorg x de plak nak paksa jgk aku stay cni.yup,thats why i love u guys.such a very good friends.semua hanya mendoakan yang terbaek untuk aku walaupun dimana aku berada nanti*ayat x leh blah..5pm, i love u guys so much lah!muah3;).even my family pun sometimes try to decide things for me.now, aku paham ape kadang2 org cakap kawan lagi understanding compared to even our parents.but depends la kawan tu kawan camne kan.so,aku pun dgn excitednye drop algebra and bm!why bm???coz im not yet ready for bahasa melayu.fullstop.does it makes sense?poyo!slame ni ko cakap bahase ape huh??abih la 6 RAT*budget shopping kne cut 2 ratus sbulan=(.i think it is one of the right things ive made by dropping algebra coz lau x,possibility nk fail tu 98%=(.but then,right after midsem break hari tu,pegi la jumpe lecturer qs kat gombak.coz before this im planning to change kuliyyah to KAED.but then,ble dah jumpe lecturer tu,and dgr explanation panjang lebar dari die sendiri,ermmmmm.. i think i have to think several times lgi before decide ape2.n skang,ive decided that SAYE X KAN TUKAR KOS,whatever happens in the future,ill never give up to give maths a shot!yeah!!!!!!I LOVE MATHS A LOTTTT;)..insyaAllah..i really do hope that this is the right decision.hope that Allah will help me to go through the challenges that ill face in the future.and now,i really appreciate my uncle's advice"sesusah mane pun bende tu,lau orang lain boleh buat,nape kak yah x leh buat?and in about 70++cts student tu,x semua yang betol2 minat maths.so,dont ever use "saye x minat maths" as the excuse to change course"cam cinta jugak,tetibe plak..sebenci mane pun kte dgn org tu,tapi ble dah lame kenal..kebaikan die mesti terspill jugak..coz,x semua org selalu jahat n x semua org selalu baek.same gak ngan maths.x semua subject maths susah..mesti ade yang u can cope with.IM TRYING TO BE +VE HERE YE!.yes,i can do it!if orang lain boleh buat,x kan la aku x boleh.aku ni orang jugak.bukan orang utan.haha..tetibe tringat junho ckp orang utan..eh,melalut plak..aku akan try survive in cts.plus dgn semua kawan2 yg SGT SUPPORTIVE that ive now, think i can really survive here;).mlas plak nak menaip..anyong!

kawen pakse

2010-12-21T06:30:00.000-08:00

warggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!tensyennye aku..nape la tensyen cam ni skali..seyes,aku rase cam x idop je.plizzz laa..kawen pakse tu satu,nk kne survirve dlm marriage ni,ya Allah,punyelah susah.but nothing easy in this mean world!hahaha..cakap senang laa..aku rase cycle idop aku same je.bgn pagi,tanpa memikirkan mase depan.mandi,n then pegi klas..lau klas bm tu menarik la jugak.coz ade sir chow kok kee..die sgt comel;)..tapi ble je sampai je klas core course aka husbands yg aku kne kawen pakse,memang..pergghhhh..pening!actually salah aku coz x pandai nk adapt some situation ngan cepat.contoh la kan,sem ni aku kne study style lain plak.PROBLEM BASED LEARNING.means that lecturer x kan mengajar.discuss among friends je.lau ade pape soalan,boleh tanye b4 midsem n b4 final je;).and just imagine la,my feeling as spoonfeed student for all this while.lost.cam cicak putus ekor.cam x de tmpat nk depends on.cam langit dah runtuh.cam monyet x de tmpat nk bergantung.cam baju x de tmpat nk gantung.cam anak itik hilang mak.cam x de broadband!ade plak..hahaha..dah2.emosi x stabil*wizard background*arrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhh...im not makhlukhat.im just simple person yg susah sket nk trime ilmu.maybe sebab baynk dose n sometimes i just simply thought that ilmu is just for exam.such short minded person.bodoh.bodoh.bodoh.ape la aku ni.i need my life back.i want it back.SAYE X DE LIFE KAT CNI!tolongla..i really wanna stop living in this fantasy world.why i am like this???why?nande?purke?warggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh*nanges 1000 kali dah*mate dah cam kne sengat ngan tebuan:(.dah le dah start rabun balik.spek transformers plak susah nk cari!arghhh..watever la!bye!stop begging and nagging here.
ps:aku memang solute mathematicians.aku nk paham satu defition pn susah.yup.mmg susah.aku x tau camne aku terjerumus dlm kancah maths ni.argghhh.malas nk pkir..n sape2 yg ingt cts tu course yang low standard,ure totally nk mampos salah coz it is actually the real critical course other than medicine coz u have to understand,be creative and thinks out of the box compared to other course that required you to be memory machine if you want to succes.this cannot be done with mats.even khatam satu buku maths pun,but ure not fully combine with the soul of maths,u cant score in exam*except for certain makhlukhat(gifted person)*semua ini adalah luahan hati semata-mata dan x de mengena yg dah mati tapi kne mengena gak la ngan yang masih hidup;)..wargghhh..SAYE PUAS HATI SKANG.HILANG SATU KILO BEBAN;)

mood saye :( skang

2010-12-06T15:36:00.000-08:00

owhhh....bersenang lenang dlm cuti slame ni useless coz bajet pass semua subject ar,x yah study!huahuhuahua..nmpaknye mimpi indah aku hancur ble tgk result sem 1 kat main camp.for the first time in uia,aku fail n kne repeat la kan????huahuhuahua..rase cam babun je!ni gara2 calculuz yg senang dmate susah nk mampos di otak..tgk,aku dah x btol..huahuhuahua..biar ar.aku duk dlm blek.parents aku x tau g result ni.n aku skang tgh mnaip kat cni..good daughter..ure right fatihah,express feeling dlu kat cni is the best way!hmmm...nape la aku x rase nk nanges ble fail ni?mungkin sebab aku ade geng?maybe la kan..but then,deep in my heart,chewah!aku rase cam it deserve me..coz deserve la kan fail with such many fool thing that what ive done.byk kot tuhan je tau..alahai..bedosenye.lau bende2 lagho byk lor,lotih toman nak explain cni..huhuhu..papepun aku harap aku boleh muhasabah la kan diri aku ni to be someone better,insyaAllah..but then,serious,aku x tau what kind of feeling ive now..cam sdeh pn ade..gamaknye,otak aku ngah blank la.cam x leh jawab exam tuh!its freezing with no feeling!emmm...dah2..saye sudah fail calculus.so,nanges cepat!!!;).but then,eventhough aku kne repeat,aku ikhlas tau.tu je aku mampu..aku x copy idea otak org len time exam or quiz..i swear!;)..n i hope that sape2 yg "ter"copy ans org len tu cepat2 la insaf..coz korg x fail sbb korg copy makhlukhat(ramai gak dlm klas aku otak supernatural)..is it called as victory?chewah,victory plak!nways,congratz sape yg dpt resultz "boom boom"(meletop2 cam mak aku goreng ikan rebus tuh)hahaha..x de laa..congrats ye!muhasabah diri le yg aku leh wat skang:(..e.ermmm...let me see ape yg aku kena kurangkan n improvekan sem ni;)
1)of coz la 2PM coz aku dah nk jadi die hard fan dah..but then,lau 2PM dtg kne spend gak mase g tgk diorg!hahaha
2)skype,chit chatting n swaktu dgnnye(assume as face to face lagi masyuk!)
3)kluar(tapi aku mmg x leh x kluar..nk2 atok aku nk bg kete ble entah ni..n ntah bg ke idak ngan result aku cam superbbb nih!)tp kluar should not be the reason why i failed)
4)focus dlm klas..ye!kne focus n lau bleh phmkan tros dlm klas.jgn pospone2:(
5)constant study..hari2 mau study maa..at least x bebankan hari kemudian as in hari exam la kan..
6)bykkan solat taubat dan solat sunat..
7)spend time kat tmpat yg aku rase blh study,study dgn selesanya!ooyeahhhh!
8)since aku minat 2PM je n x terinvolve lagi dlm kancah drama korea,hope that aku x terinvolve la kan..huhu..tp ade je die hard fan ar drama korea..ok je pointer..dah idup die tu je kan.korean n study.blh la..aku ni,study g,shopping g,lepak g,2 pm g,chit chatting g,fb g,semua g la.cam girls generation nye lagu tu..gee gee gee..2pm pun penah nyanyi gak lagu tu ngan other group..tgk2!
9)trime seadanye ur lecturer..be good to them n have good perception about them;)
10)aku rase makan byk pn effect la..haha..ade plak..ermm..aku rase ade coz ble makan byk,duit kuar pn byk,dah namenye boros,ikut perangai syaitan..x elok..ok2,mulai skang aku makan satu meal je mlm..huahuahua
11)exercise..seriously,i really need exercise damn much!n aku harap sem ni aku blh jogging or cycling every weekend at least.
12)stop thinking that"this is not the right time to study".honestly,i do have such kind of blablabla...
hope tu je la..byk bende nk kne improve.yeah..im human nways..ye la,lau monyet yg slau dok ngurat aku tepi tingkap tu,nk curi makanan je keje die..x de keje len dah..dah tau dah..seb baek aku x tolak terjun dr level 4 je..takot geng2 monyet2 spot blek aku plak nnti.dah2 merepeknye nek!erm..nk g awal sket.dlm 11 aibln dah btolak.sampai awal,kemas blek awal.study awal?insyaAllah..

Protein Data Bank(PDB)

2010-08-17T00:55:00.000-07:00

This picture shows 5 combination of protein molecular structure.

It consist of:
1)Classification: Hydrolase
Structure Weight: 45734.80
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 197
Chains: A, B

2)Classification: Transferase/rna
Structure Weight: 57345.33
Molecule: 3D polymerase
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 476
Chains: A
Type: polyribonucleotide Length: 7
Chains: B

3)Classification: Transferase/rna
Structure Weight: 56838.88
Molecule: 3D polymerase
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 476
Chains: A
Polymer: 2 Type: polyribonucleotide Length: 6
Chains: B
Polymer: 3 Type: polyribonucleotide Length: 4
Chains: C

4)Classification: Hydrolase
Structure Weight: 50432.88
Molecule: MTA/SAH nucleosidase
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 234

5)Classification: Hydrolase
Structure Weight: 45996.32
Molecule: DNA mismatch repair protein mutL
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 197
Chains: A, B

first ramadhan

2010-08-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

ari ni first day puase.actually dah nk masuk 2 dah..brape jam je g..:)smlm mmg gle2 nye penat.sampai x g trawih..ya Allah,cmne la agaknye slase next week.mintak2 la x penat sgt till otak pn rase cam x btol.credits to akeen coz really supporting me.ble ak ckp x g trawih tu,shes the one that really understand me.x mcm some people yg rase ak ni trok sgt sbb x g trawih.nways,bln puase ni kan,ill apologized them and wat2 cam nothing happens eventhough sgt la trase..really2 homesick.nk blk sgt.nk bukak puase ngan family.huhu..tadi bukak puase ngan roti n ruski je.mls nk turun ke kafe dr level 4 n plus another 500 m..huhu..wonder if my parent knows this.confem kne marah.asal la along ni pemalas sgt.but then,x de mood kan??ari ni gak ak rase trokk sgt2.rase cam x penah g klas plak.i failed in no theory quiz!33/100.cam bodoh je kan?tapi kne la trime kebodohan ni as cabaran untk jadi pandai cam org len.seyes,its not worth it at all.cam x study plak.but then,kne la trime since x ley ubah ape2 dh.midsem nnti,insyaAllah ill improves.try la revise blk memory ni kan.wonder what ive done smpai kuiz trok camni skali.and finally, i think i knew it.byk sgt lepak kot.hang out every weekend.x de minggu pn yg ak x kuar n x blk.every week mesti lepak mane.n now,rase sgt bsyukur x dpt kete.lau x,im so sure that ill not be in mahallah most of the time.merayap je keje..huhu..so,di bln puase yg penuh barakah ni,ak rase ak nk capai aim bln lps2:
1)bace Quran as much as i can
2)g trawih as much as i can gak(even fisrt trawih pn dah trmiss,but then,ill try my best to fullfill the other trawih unless ade reason pompuan la kan?)
3)sahur hari-hari coz lau x sahur,my mom will bisng2
4)study tu biar berkualiti,not kuantiti anymore since mase di bln puase ni begitu singkat..
5)less gle2.wat penat je jadi gle2 bln2 pose nih..hehe
6)kurangkan bcakap bende2 yg x de pekdah..contohnye,kdg2 ade gak ak terlaser sket mulut nih.x brmaksud pn.senang cte,kurangkan cakap skit la..
exam is just around the corner.the only way that i could do is just study and pray..really hope that ill get bless from Allah in this holy month.ya Allah,bantulah hambamu yg lemah ini..amin...:)

JOURNEY OF LIFE....

2010-07-19T23:44:00.002-07:00

Hi!Im Fatihah and now, I'm closer to my 20th of age. Throughout this 20 years since I was born, I have been through a lot of experiences which taught me a lot..ya, I think that I can now accept what people said about experience is the best teacher..It feels like yesterday,I was an innocent children that have to learn everything because everything seems new to me..and now, I am already a university student and still working hard to be perfect adult..insyaAllah, I will do..in this stage, I feel like I am strong enough that I could face all of the ups and downs in my life..where i have to accept the faith life..for many years, I have to struggle in my studies in my primary, secondary school and now, I have to work harder to achieve my dreams in life, that is more vital I think.In this years of studies,studies and studies, I think that sometimes, im at the top and sometimes, im at the bottom..It means that, sometimes,im able to get good result, and sometimes,i got bad result which made me feel so down.but then, those experience taught me that we cannot feel so comfortable and proud of what we have because sometimes, it may turn out to be a nightmare in our life :(.. but that's life,isnt it?

arrival to kuantan

2010-07-05T01:10:00.000-07:00

erm..ari ni my family and i dh smpai kat kuantan.so.esok kne la msk uia blk..as a student..wah3.dah dkt 5 bln x de status,tp skang dah tukar blk my status that is a student..esok pagi2 lagi kne pi uia coz register kol 8.30..so,kne la sampai awal sket..although ari ni mmg ari yg tough for me..2 probs that comes serentak..first2 rase sedey sgt coz my late uncle x ley join for my regis.lau x,mmg die yg organise semua.i goyang kaki je pegi uia.so,pg td pi la mlawat kubur die..mmg sebak gle kott..tahan je la..nk wat camna kan..Allah knows the best..pastu yg second tu mmg mls nk sebut..never met people yg x mgaku salah die n i think he even realize yg die wat salah.salah org nampk je.tu la manusia.kdg2 salah org laen nmpak plak.salah die x nmpak.so,any guys yg bce blog ni..think TWICE before you KAWEN SATU LAGI aka poligami la.. mls dah nk pk psl org tuh..bbalikpade regis esok..esok le i bleh update plak psl first day kat campus..new campus,new room,new environment maybe new frens..hope that i really can adapt myself to all new kind of things..;)

2010-06-04T18:53:00.001-07:00

well,since dah lame dok kat umah ni,about 5 months i think, cam mlas lak nk p continue my studies kat kuantan.but then,study kne study gak.x kan la ak jd penganggur trhormat lak.cuti ni x la rase boring tahap gle2 gaban sgt ak rase coz my day mmg full of keje.cam bibik pn ade gak keje ak .tapi better la dr ak dok goyang kaki cam badak dok tunggu nk berendam ka?(ade ke?)..bkn bibik gak la.campur2.kdg2 bibik n kadang driver mam2 bsr..my mom n adik2.x pe la kan.wat amal skali skale..byk yg ak blaja from cuti ni.bkn theory tau!ni pasl idup.from cuti ni ak dah dpt discover yg kte x ley jadi selfish sgt.maksud ak,jgn merajuk x bertempat.tp tu la ak.suke mrajuk ngan abah.huhu..konon2 nk tunjuk manje2 la.kte x tau ape yg die pk.actually,others sometimes dont want to express their probs kat kte.but then,ble kte tambah masalah diorg dgn merajuk or watever,sometimes it will make them burst n kluar abih la semua masalah die tu kat kte.then,dr situ br kte rase bsalah n sedar that weve done wrong.ape ak tulis ni.biarla.ak sorng je pn yg phm.so,moral of da story,jgn suke marajuk...hmmm..hari ni genap sbulan b4 g kuantan campus.uia gak la kan?tp x prepare pe pn g!huhuhuhu..cam mls lak,seriously.actually ak x suke wat keje last minute.but sometimes environment forces..cheh,btol ke?since dh lame ak x msk klas eng ni,mmg bkarat ijau la kan?hmmm...ak takot sbenanye.ye la,dh lame x deal ngan org other than my family.kwn2 pn jrg2 kan.well,i ni kan family first pape pn..hehe..takot gak my communication skill nnti cmne.mmg confem sure lagi pasti akn byk tahap gaban n otomen presentation.huhu..kne la sabo ye Fatihah oi..pape pn ble kte pk +ve,semua bende jalan....prinsip ak gak tuh."alwayz be +ve".tp biasenye ak ni byk -venye..huhu..ape yg ak dah prepare eh?lets wat check list
1:print pape yg perlu print?CHECK!
2:gambar pasport cun ak?
3:buku mane nk bwk?
4:my needs?
5:bukak account?
6:byr rm310?
7:ptptn?
dah2.ni btr 7 kot,satu je yg dh check!huhu..ble la nak wat semo nih..tp kne wat la gak b4 next month.ak x kesah la sape nk p antar ak asal my parents ade.they very precious to me..lau la parents ak bace nih..cheh!bajet diorg trharu n bg duit lbey skat la tuh!haihhh...stop2 mengarut.but then sincerely,i really want to see them happy.although my abah n ma,both of them ade sakitnye.my abah kne diabetes n my ma plak x brape chat.hope that they always be strong for their anak2 sume.luv u both..xoxo..hope also that abah tbukak hati nk p check clinique.wonder if im working.for sure ak beli alat test gule dlm darah.hehe..bebuih dah mulut dok nasehat pi klinik.mane la nk dgr..rase cam nk bg ubat tdo n angkat p klinik je..haih!mintak2 la kan..bkn nk jd ank durhaka,tp anak yg concern n love u so much!ok la,org yg kuno ni br nk smbung cte jepun,hanakimi..adios!

su di

2010-04-02T18:57:00.000-07:00

hari ni-3 april 2010.genap stahun since my late uncle meninggal that is on 3rd april 2009.i think i really can recall what was happen on the that day..i really bare it in my mind..still fresh..su di.ble ive got phone calls and message asking this n that about su di.i still remember that ive send him a message.its the last message ive send him n i got the replied message from him where ive deleted it..damn!i really regret!why i spontaneously deleted his message though ive realize someting weird with the message.he type his last word to me.."beyeh jah yah"..its about 12.30 pm..about an hour+++ before he had the accident that takes his soul away from this world...he's so kind coz he never said no to me altough he's busy..for him,everything is ok if its about me.he's like father to me.treat me like his own daughter since he has no child.really miss his caring n fatherly....but then,really sorry that sometimes,i feel that u are still here..many times ive dreamt about u.su di hidup balik,that is not logic at at all..but then,it happens to me..really sorry coz i cant sedekahkan al-fatihah selalu.coz sometimes i really dont feel that uve gone forever.betapa bdosanya..ya Allah..tolong la hambamu yg alpa dan leka ini..berilah hidayah pada hambamu ini..:(

my last sem at cfs

2010-02-22T05:55:00.000-08:00

last week was my last sem at cfs iium,insyaAllah..n i reealize that about 1 1/2 ive been studied there.ive been going trough 4 long sem and a short sem there..theres many happy n sad memories that ive been trough..erm..let me make short rewind what had already happened since ive been studied there..0n 22 june 2009, it was the first time where i came here as a student bcoz usually i just followed my late uncle to his office as visitor...that day,my dad,my grandparent,my aunt n uncle came to send me at cfs n really sad coz my mum cant join them bcoz she was just deliver my eldest sister,aikha :(..i just be a student that started to learn everything from zero n get new experience since ive never been in hostel before coz im not a student from boarding school or what..just common sek men keb..but never mind..everyone is the same there..they're in same place n same class,same standard..so,nothing to be ashamed of rite?in first sem,i just trying to make myself comfortable with the environment that ive never had before n alhamdulillah,its going well..but then,i cant get the pointer that can be proud of..a bit sad n regret.in second sem,i think i can finally makes myself comfortable with the environment although ive to change mahallah n rumets..but then luckily ive got awesome rumets..:)..my pointer rises since i think ive struggle hard to reach at the stage..really thanked to Allah..third sem,once again,ive got new rumets.all of them are second year students.but then i feel really comfortable with them..they treat me well n sometimes ive the chance to be a little bit pampered..lol..n during dis sem also,ive been going trough real hard moment where i lost my beloved uncle..su di..my father eldest brother.dont want to talk much about that since it will makes me finally cry while writing this..alhamdulillah,once again,my pointer rises n i think its a miracle from Allah coz eventhough i skip some class,n missed in lot things,i still get the pointer that can be proud of..:)..then,my forth sem..erm..i think its just normal n nothing special about the sem..n last week,ive finish up my last sem at cfs,that is my fifth sem.really..really sad to left cfs n my awesome classmate..but then,whatever it is,ive to accept it..it is the place that left a lot of memories of my uncle..the cafe,his office that is the place that i love to hang out..the ice cream..the ayam kfc n all that..its really...............erm..but then, ill always pay a visit to cfs someday..i really dont want the memories with him fades away...n finally,i want to write about my awesome classmate..seriously,theyre so awesome, kind n....my besties,anis,akeen n syaraf..n more..:)..they're really supportive n positive..lol..dont know what to describe about them..but then our ukhuwah between class members in dis last sem is sooo strong n i hope that it will last forever n ever..insyaAllah..n now,ill having very long long holiday coz maybe ill enter kuantan on june insyaAllah..hope ill get gud result..amin..n now,im thinking about taking part time job,but then i dont know how to get started..but ill try la..:)

acid n base???

2010-01-18T08:02:00.000-08:00

what's the meaning of acid n base??i think most people even my std 4 sis can answer the question..but then,when it comes to buffer,acid base titration,it will be more complicated as i thought it so for this time being..its so confusing.ive read the notes many times,i think,but it is still not stick to my memory..not exactly rite coz i more prefer understanding than memorizing.i really hate it when ive to memorize something without knowing why i have to do so.in this case,i know the steps to solve the equation,but then,i really have no clue what im doing..its just like i just know the steps to the question,but cant explain further why im using this n that.to make it simpler,it can be assume as short term memory..hate it!!i really need to study n make the topic to be as simple as possible like i did in equilibrium chapter.ill still remember some of the thing that ive created the formula t0 memorize n understand.i shud minimizing my on9 hour like fb,ym,blogging n watever lg that mkes me more "lagho"..=p..dah2..nk study adios~~~

why???

2010-01-03T00:26:00.000-08:00

wanna ask myself..why am i here,at cfs uia??why ive to study??why ive to do the tutorial??why ive to attend class??why ive to do presentation???why ive to be so stress??why ive to do what usual people do??is it myself???why??i cant answer my own question..plz la..rite now, i dont really know myself either..whose me???whose me???n again,who is real me???wanna find myself back,my life,my soul,my..i think that ive too many characters..sometimes i can be good girl.n sometimes,i can be bad bad real bad girl.when im doing bad things,i know its wrong,but im always trying to discard my feelings..my guilty feelings..watever la..n now, i really really damn need changed in myself..whos going to help me??n its a question again..??????

laziness

2009-12-18T00:47:00.000-08:00

"malas nk blik uni"..that phrase always come to my mind rite now..really malas la nk blk uni coz i knew that it will loads of stuff that ive to do..i have to be ready for btq and chemistry presentation!!!what kind of man ill be..but now,im trying to neutralize my thought..i want it to be all positive..think positive vt..+ve,+ve and +ve..with the assignment that i still blur about it..can someone help me plz..help3..wargh!!!what kind of feeling is this??i feel so tense!!!face it vt,u can do it!!!(not nike's tagline,but i can apply it,just do it!!!:p really really need my self when i was in the third sem..i think that i quite tough in that sem..really want the old vt..but all i can do is just drive in my way..and with no clue where ill be going to..btw,my dad told me dad my atuk will give arwah su di mercedez to me..actually,quite big responsibilities and that both of them gave to me..i hope that i can take care of the car properly..insyaallah(dah brangan dah though x dpt g..hehe)but nways,ill really appreciate if i get the car..really do..its the car whre arwh su di and i had our time together..the car really has high centimental value..:((

new style..luv it so much

2009-11-09T23:06:00.000-08:00

knoWS what,ive found new style or recipes..watever la..but last week,i went to the mid valley megamall..to do some shopp(like my partime job..lol)then ive ate a lot of different kind of food..i ate mee bandung and japanese tofu..it taste so fantastic!then start to shopp at jj je..hehe..then an hour after that,i can feels my hunger comes back and went to the ground floor of mid to look out for some food..then guess what???ive found takoyaki!!!the famous japanese food..i think.then i bought 3 prawn takoyaki for rm4.30..ok wut??then cant find the place to lepak2,so,just get in McD..sambil2 tu,i also get my long lost Oreo MCFlurry..lol..then just ate it with takoyaki..it taste a little bit muak,but then its can be telan la..and untill now im still thinking of the taste..lol..btw,takoyaki is the japanese food that made up tako,and then yaki means fried.so, takoyaki means fried tako..the takoyaki are filled with mayonaise,some cabbage,carrots and prawn/octopus inside it and the outer side,theres some fish flakes and some more mayonaise..what makes me a little shock is,when im trying eat it,ive notice that the fish flakes is moving..is it moving???i told my fren.she makes a kind of face..haha..afraid to eat the takoyaki..hehe..actually im just testing her,and thats wat my unc had done to me..he said that the fish flakes its not moving but it is just the effect from the heat inside the takoyaki..then,it comes with other scientific explanation..bla..bla..bla..we ate it and feeling so full..mlm tu plak,when we blk to cenfos uia,there sports carnival at the field..but im not intereted in it..i just love to watch,dont like to play sports..lol..then,after sampai in my room,i tried some combination of oreo biscuits with gardenia bread.its very match combination..its just like i made sndwich with oreo as the filled or as simple eg,just assume oreo act as tuna..lol

this is me????!!!!

2009-11-05T09:28:00.000-08:00

dont know what to say bout.i can feels that i had changed.bad change, i think.no moods to study,really love like hell to on9 that is bad and other reason that makes me be like this.kind of person that i dont wanna be.ya,im really2 dont wanna be this kind of person.really hope that i can change.ok,just forget bout it coz changes cant work out if it just the words that i xpress here right??its something that dealing with my soul,its inside of me.now really damn love this song that is from Romance-Kuingin Kamu.really struck my heart..lol.it means something i think.my life so far,do not have much additional of weird things or watever.its just my typical life that i used to have.but,sometimes,its improves..what is the thing im typing now???!!!!watever..i think ive found my best ever chatting partner.his display name is hazim papa mabox.really in love chatting with him..we chat about sports(he always giving me the update of red devils),music(weve similarity whereas both of love like hell the hoobastank),what we going to buy,the suggestions and such differ things that most of people will not get from world of chatting.hope that i can chatting with him all night..lol.. im watching a lot of movies nowadays and try to limit to be just one or two movies a day so i will not running out of movies..lol

first class

2009-10-26T23:05:00.001-07:00

smalam,klas pn start la.so,lps subuh tu aku rase x sdap ati plak coz x regis lagi.so,ready la cpt2 coz ingt x nk skip klas.then pi la lab A.bapak ar,ramai gile bebudak yg x regis gi.klas aku stat kul 9.smpat x pi klas ni???dlam ati aku..de prob sket time que coz bdk dpn aku tu x duk diam.skit2 lnggar aku.dh le x mntak maap pun.sabar je la.then, dlm kul 10 tu settle la keje regis aku.aku dh burn sejam,patut ke aku pi klas??aku slalu je de prob ngan rase bsalah aku yg extreme.hehe..then,aku tebalkan muka utk pi klas.klas tu klas chem 2.lps bg slm tu lecturer aku suh aku tulis name kt atas meja die.shaking gak ar..hehe..naseb baek die x marah.aku pun tarik le kusi.after duduk tu baru de mase aku tropong sape yg skelas ngan aku.mostly org yg aku knl la.haha..for the first time aku x involve ngan introduce self.kebetulan aku masuk tu,lecturer aku baru nk stat chapter 1.naseb baek aku dtg.x le miss pape.best gak ar die ajar.ive to make my self comfortable with dis klas.if not,sejarah akan berulang..huhu..smalam i had nightmare.aku mmpi aku jd rude ngan sorang waiter ni.x tau la cmne leh mimpi camne.really hope that it will not come true.sape la nak jd rude rite??x taula lau ade for eg:gangster..haha.x bende sgt yg aku wat mlam smalam.salin blk note chem,wat deco blek sket..hehe.then reza ajk aku tgk movie.on je la.ktorg tgk The Ruins.wa cakap lu,ngeri gle seyh.die psl pokok yg jenis menjalar and it can attack and can be in someone's body.mcm2 bende la yg buat aku ttp mate tgk cte tu even dah tgk about five times.then aini,klas aku plg awl kul 11.that is chem lab.plan with anis to buy lab coat around 10.hope that ill not kekok with lab tools cause dh lame x pegang2 test tube and other lab stuff tu..hehe

bad news

2009-10-25T22:29:00.000-07:00

just get bad news from my abah.he said that ill never get my plastic bag anymore!!!really sad coz ive lost ketupat for my aunt and keropok for my rumet and frens..huhu.and wut im going to do with the plastic that i t'silap amik???hurm...~That is why the usage of plastic bag shud be banned rite??haha..tetibe je..

new sem

2009-10-25T19:32:00.000-07:00

ari ni sem baru uni aku dh start.dont know how to describe my feelings.happy?sad?excited?stress?..ill try to find out later..if x de aral melintang(cheh) insyaallah it will be my last sem at cfs iium petaling jaya.so sad coz really love the location.really closed to mid..haha.most strategic uni in Malaysia, i think. then after 5 months,ill have 2 months vacation.i think better for me to plan wat im going to do the during vacation later.Now im still not preparing myself to uni yet.still at my aunt's house..im stuck here coz have to settle some stuff that is due to my careless..huhu..if not,ill be in my room and clean all up.and add some more deco.haha..im still online and not mandi gi(bau)huhu.really nyesal coz time naek bas last night,im not bringing any sweater.pretty damned cold la.huhu..dah le ujan je non stop.huhu..thank god ive a t shirt in my lappy bag.hehe..spare.then just use le de t shirt that so small..really envy7 with my fren in front of me.x enough with sweater,she brought small blanket..really well prepared la that woman.hehe..hope that i can find my plastic bag back after i teramik org laen punye.huhu..bad luck tul.hope that can reach pj before night coz mlas nk argue ngan pak guard.hehe

baju raya :)

2009-09-11T04:03:00.000-07:00

just bought baju raye for this year with my aunt. It's stripes!!!!love it so much.hope that i can post it here.Ill try..:P

2009-08-29T01:57:00.000-07:00

my life without my mp3???cant imagine..:p..lol

Ramadhan

2009-08-21T09:12:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time im not publishing my blog. Busy with my life as a students that really have to improve a lot at this world and InsyaAllah, the hereafter. But, Happy to say that month of Ramadhan start tomorrow aka month of repentance!!! After 11 month past that full with mistakes and etc. And after maghrib tadi, theres no more syaitan coz Allah had tied up all the syaitan. It means that we are free from godaan syaitan and whats left its just our nafs. So, this month will test us how to control our nafs. That’s why this month is also known as month of practicing. Wanna tell that during the terawih just now, the imam told us that “we’ve live in kelalaian during past 11 month, so, during this month of Ramadhan, grab this golden opportunity to worship Allah as much as u can. Don’t bother others who said you’re hypocrite or what so ever. just worship Allah as His humble servant”. InsyaAllah ill practice what he had told us and InsyaAllah ill get the more rewards from Allah in this valuable month. And really sad coz for the first time, Ill sahur alone..all my rumets blk and actually I planned to blk, already took the overnight card but,mls la plak..hehe..So, x jadi ler blk. Some of my frens invited me to squat at their room, but I think I don’t have the mood to menyusahkan org len. I think that stay in room is the best choice. hehe..theres no more syaitan rite?? Don’t have to be afraid then..haha..really want to go home..ma, abah ,emi ,farid ,farah ,hanan and esp aikha, really miss them. really wish to break-fast with them.with ikan bakar..lol..abah..huhu..this month also makes me more tringat kt my late uncle, su di. Still remember the time when both of us when to the bazaar Ramadhan to get some murtabak(although the murtabak x de dat day..kinda frust)were riding Mahendra, and I kept complaining to him about the unstable jeep. Its more obvious when we hntar my grandparents to the airport. Ive to take back seat aka car boot I think. Really hate that moment. But, after thought about it again, ill…the most thing that ill remember and really thank to god is that I sempat had terawih with my late uncle. although its just once or twice, really appreciate that moment.Its really memorable. InsyaAllah in this month, ill pray more for him since the doa from fasting people akan dimakbulkan by Allah .Amin..

wat a week+mid break!!!!!

2009-07-17T19:13:00.000-07:00

ari ni is my independence and rest day after ive been through in wat a hectic week that end last night.can u imagine that ive 3 papers in 4 days!!its 3!!ok start from tues,ive maths 4,not full prepared with that paper.really dissapointed with wut ive done to my maths paper.its look like im not study at all coz during exam,i just take the quest easy,dont mind to loose mark(its not real me actually..huhu)..then on thurs ive com2 paper..quite get prepared with all the html code stuff..tawakkal je la..and then the last paper is phy2 and its end last night.the quest is quite tricky and some i can ans confidently..hehe..its worth la since ive spent my eve studying phy and ive sacririfice my eve sleep(ade ke istilah tu??:P)and last night ive packing things that i want to bring back home..its sem break!!!and last night i slept at 3 am watching half of game plan.never done that if im studying(its normal then,rite??:P)and now,although slept bit late but still cant sleep after subuh prayer this morning..dont know why..syaitan x ganggu lak time aku dah abeh exam..lau tak,time nak exam tu,after subuh tu rembat je tido till 2/3 hours..hehe..
++dont have time to post about peers induction past days and here some pics..[x de sgt gmbr aku..cmera shy..lol ;p

ps:mu in malaysia!!!!

mary jane :)

2009-07-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

haha..actually last friday im not continuing my plan to have long sleep coz without planning anything,my rumet ajak me to mid valley.she said she wanna buy shoes at everlast..everlast at mid???weird..aku x penah jumpe lak everlast kt mid tu.never mind la.at the same time,aku tpikir nk beli kasut gak and my aim is watever it is i must come back here with a pair of shoes!!hehe..coz its my third trial to find my shoes..so,prepared la nk gi mid.at first ingt nk amik cab je but since bus smpai dlu,just take the bus..ok,arrived at mid about 3.30 pm and first kedai ktorg pi is bonita kut..and my rumet plan to buy this black bag...and she bought it.quite lawa.then we look out the map of mid.want to check out for shoes shop..then pi la cari..letih gak..but dont get my shoes yet..reallly wanna faint!!so tiring!!!hehe..then smpai kt momoe..my rumet bought one more bag,green in color bag..hehe..and guess what??finally,i bought a handbag!!!haha..klakarnye if my mom knows this.her daugter,dh matured upenye,dah pndai bergaye..haha.but its not my purpose la beli handbag for bergaye but its for my convenient.kang senang ade beg kecik sket,x le aku bwk beg klas je pi mane2..hehe..its quite affordable.then when to crocs,but x de saiz kaki aku gak(yg ladies pattern la)..hehe..then pening2 dah..ingat nk trus give up.but then my rumet ajak pi the garden coz nak carik everlast.then we go to the garden.smpai2 je..mak ai..byknye kasut..tapi mak cik2 nye pattern la..hehe..pastu try masuk some shop and everlast x de but ive found nike nye kedai..so pi la try naseb there.ade la yg aku bkenan..hehe..then first2 nk try tu tanye dlu,"kak,saiz plg besar ade tak?"..hehe..then kak tu ckp ade,saiz 10.then aku try la and suit me!!!!for the first time kut rase selesa cmni..hehe then..warne merah x lawa sgt,warna biru x de saiz 10 and the only color left is pink!!then leh trime la,rembat je..hehe..

lawa tak??ok la kn..coz no other choice.dh desperate sgt..hehe..pinky gurl aku ni..kuikui..name die mary jane ye.dh pakai dah..time induction smalam coz x nk nmpak baru sngt wen go to class.im sure that my classmate will perli2 my new shoes..huhu..ill take care of her carefully..hehe..insyaallah..induction prog that was held yesterday was really tiring..and dont have time to study now..but ive to study now la coz exam is just around da corner...dont want to overlap and accident..hehe

missed math quiz???!!!!

2009-07-02T22:26:00.000-07:00

oit!!ko x de klas ke??my rumet,bela woke me up..i open my eyes and..wa!!!its 8.35 am..wait2,i supposed to have class 8 am!!!its not class actually,its maths quiz!!!then i look at my phne.alarm is turned off..ble mase la ak turned offkn..mmg xsedar langsung..huhu..dahle baju x iron gi(break the rules that ive made..haha)so decided to take the bath watever it is but when smpai at utility,br ingt yg im not done with my presentation slide!decided to not have shower(ew..)and when to my room and dressed up,wear some splash of perfume..hehe..and then finish the slide..went to class and smpai2 je intai2 la if they still having the quiz..yes,they still..so,wait for couple of minutes and masuk class..everyone looking at me and some give so"meaningful smile"and some brothers are staring at me.my heart says"watever la,aslkan aku dtg klas,pe pndng2,bg penampor kang"hehe..thank god akeen dah tolong cupkan tmpt..then go and sit beside her..presentation begin with sape entah and when comes to quest 4,its my turn!!went in front and my lecturer kept saying that "this is interesting quest"and ive spot that this quest might come out in the midsem..hehe..finish the presentation with my"fresh"voice(obvious sgt la sore org br bgn tdo..hehe)after finish all the presentation,went to my lecturer's room to get posponed quiz..hehe..dh le quest same but ive to be honest la,wat use if i know and try to figure out it earlier??..then x yah le wat quiz..lagipn x berkat kan???msk blek sir and tgk my former lecturer dk menaip pe entah..ym kut..hehe..do the quiz..quite though la the quest.ive 1 hour only but since my lecturer pesan"take your time,buat la lame mane pn"hehe..so im using 1 and +++..x amk byk mase sgt la although im not done with the quest..dh x ley buat,wat pe dk lame2..then after lock the door of my lecturer's room,when to cafe and bought some ytf(once again)and some betik(to solve my probs :p)when to other small cafe and get the choc cake(since smalam gi nk mkn choc cake..hehe)..pastu kenyang..and skang think that wanna continue my journey to sweet dream..lol..but before that,nk mandi lu..hehe

coz i have a bad day-daniel powter

2009-06-30T22:42:00.000-07:00

ive only a couple of minute to write this..huhu..coz have to prepare for 2 more quiz..huhu..that is com and maths quiz..gosh!!!feels like wanna scream.today is the bad,terrible sucks day in my life.went to phy class to do quiz and waiting for madam for 5 minute ++..and after madam came in,she distributed the quiz question paper and ask us to start answering.i started with bismillah and just take brief look at the quest..when i want take out my mechanical pencil,its not in my case.huh.my favourite..ok la,can accept la that ive to use partially rosak nye pencil coz lead bleh msk bout one quater je..huhu..ok then sempat gi flirt kt syara then i saw shes holding her calculator..then think to take out my calc too but then guess wut???im dont bring my calc during phy quiz!!!dammit!!its not logical at all!!!but,try to make myself calm for second time..just look at the quest and think positively that theres not so much calculation..thank god la..answer the quiz a little bit cincai2 and not so focus with the quest..think that the worst quiz ive ever had..huhu..can expect the marks and i had preparing myself to accept how much it is..its my mark then.better than im not do the quiz..so,from this ive got some moral that is:

1]dont ever chatting while u have quiz tomorrow or to be more accurate,dont surf the internet at all in the time u want to have quiz
2]get well prepared
3]expect the unexpected means that study je semua,dont spot the quest
4]dont sleep late
5]dont study on the bed(it only last for few minutes for me)
6)prepare the stationary needed that is pencil,eraser,and the most important,calculator!!!
7]prepare the other things that u wanna wear like baju kurung and scarf awl2 to prevent from rushing to the class and lost what uve studied

*those the things that ill always remember,insyaallah..so many things rite??
ok,next class is fim.today we learn about pillars in islam.but the most interesting quote that get my attention most is "the good person is the one that can give benefits to others"it is the answer for what does islam decree to protect the rights of the society?..hope that i can be that person and ustazah sentuh pasal individualistik and btw,to those whos saying that im individualistic,im not,ok..depend la..takkan la all the thing you do,u want someone to accompany u??dont want to list the etc..huhu..and after fim class that finally weve done for 1 and1/2 hours(the longest class tu,usually 1 hour je plg lame :P)pastu pi branch with my classmates at a kafe and mkn byk gle and now rase nak pengsan..haha..pastu went to com class.bro give us exercise and some said it is the spot quest for tomorrow nye quiz..dont know la..pastu class end and blk blek and skang im here writing my blog..feels like wanna have some sleep la..bye...Zzzzzzzz......

straight in a row mowning class..huh~~

2009-06-28T23:54:00.001-07:00

for the first time in this sem i wake up late for class..lol..its 7.40 am.lewat siot!!lazyly get the toiletries and took bath.take quite long time coz want myself to be fresh..hehe..dressed up and lastly wear the blubang shoes[x beli g lor due to some reasons :( ].dont have class this eve coz already have full class in the morning,8 till 1 kut...huhu..like usual la my monday morning start with com nye class.altough pi lewat..guess wat..class not start yet..lol..len kali leh la dtg lwt gi..haha..for the first time,rase ngantuk sgt..time bro give us take 5,aku,za n syara same2 tdo..huhu..but ble aku sdr je diorg dh bgn and bro dh start ngajar..huhu..naseb baek bgn gak..haha..after com class went to cafe with za to buy something that can overcome my prob ngantuk ni.so,i bought mineral water ang chew gum.then went to phy class at smwap 2.msk class and x lama lps tu mdm msk.then she collect tutor to make sure weve done and passed it back to be check by us and give mark..discuss phy tutor that related with sound wave topic..its only 3 quest and i just done the quests last night,after peers meeting..wat a tiring meeting..although ive done nothing..lol.went to maths class after that..kt sbelah je..lol..learn new topic that is integration in hyperbolic function.the topic kinda easy la..but something kacau my attention while class that is bros yg dk kt blakng..i have no idea wat they're talking bout..heard their giggling.feels like wanna scold them but sabo je la..huhu..as long as i dont heard clearly wat they're talking bout..finish the class today and plan to study this eve..but im blogging now ..ok2,ill go now~~~

not in good mood :-(

2009-06-26T10:02:00.000-07:00

now,im at my aunt house at gombak.have some stuff to be settle down an alhamdulillah its now settled.still not open and read any words from my com notes since dont have the mood nways..huhu..kinda sad and depressed while thinking that ill have 3 quiz next week that is com 2 thats more on application prog,phy 2 that is bout shm untill chap 3 and math 4 that is all about integration and swaktu dgnnye..huhu..dont know how get my sem3 mood back..im so furious in that sem n think that its due to some reason..ive spend a lot of money today.b4 dtg cni,just lepak kt kl sentral coz dont to involve in mess world at midvalley..hehe..try la survey some shoes coz my formal shoes dah blubang and that makes me cant go to toilet time class,coz nnti bsh lor..ewwwww..the other shoes plak high cut(ssh nk pkai buang) and other yg black in color tu plak tapak die licin(bleh wat shuffle tau)..aiyo..mmg nazak sgt kut my condition..smbg blk.the shoes at kl central quite good la if nk pkai tu.found some funky and nerd pattern that not so bad la.but,as usual,theres no size for me!!!!wa!!!!kinda mad..slalu je cmtu..kaki dh le kaki giant,size 9 or 10 je.smaller than that,bleh blah..wa!!tension2.really miss my lost pinky shoes.hope sape yg curik tu,give it back to me..plz..whos hearing now nways..huhu..pstu ble dh frust tu,pi la lyn feeling ngan wndow shopp kt kdai laen..zup!!!i saw an awesome cardigan!!seriously,its black,stripes(as usual)an its a little bit jrg but ive found a solution 4 its 'jrg'ness..hehe..pe lgi,without thinking bout size whether it fit me or not,and with the frust heart(cheh..), just grab the cardigan..haha..after pay it,feel so half relief la..hehe..jln2 lg then found m&m and just grab the choc and pay for that.got cute orange m&m bag and join the lucky draw to get the m&m pe entah..hehe.just try my luck yg never ever dpt lucky draw..hehe..and now im planning when im going to get back to uni tomorrow..and i think eve is better or tgk la wat time ill wake up tomorrow..hehe..feel kinda sleepy now but want to watch nur kasih for maybe couple of hours..hehe..hope so..jgn x tdo sdh..il faint tomorrow..quiz!!!!!~~~~~

eating+studying+presentation+bad day

2009-06-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

gosh!!!ive done sumthng bad today.not gonna tell anyone,hanya Allah je yg tau..huhu..ari ni have
eve class and since my class start at 2 pm,get the chance to wake up late..lol..i woke up about 9.30 am and bkn nk ciap2 nk mandi,but had my breakfast first.cant start my day without breakfast anyway..its good rite??had some milo and kellogs(konon2 nk diet lor)hehe..after that starting to worried about my maths presentation tomorrow..gosh!!ive alwals got the tricky quest to present..study sket and try to figure out the question and ask some people..and finally,ive got the solution and really hope that it is correct coz dont want to waste time during presentation(plan to go home after presentation..lol)at 12 pm,went to cafe to had my lunch,theres no nasi and i just ate fried noodles and ayam goreng best..hehe..after that went to my frens room to get my tutor back..huhu..pstu turun blk coz ingt want to have ice cream but jmpe puding roti..then,just go for it la..hehe..missed aikha cafe lots..at 2 pm,pi lib jap to send book and went to class..had normal sleepy class and guess wut,had to present my phy ans in front of class..dh le killer quest.naseb baek btoi..huhu..once again,after class go to cafe seeking some food!!haha..plan to buy yong tau foo(eat it everyday during pass few days,really love it..)bt suddenly,i found my gle2 pnye mnat food..sardin!!pe lg,just get the sardin with some rice and pay for that..ok la price die..jmat wut..go and get my ready to serve ytf and just imagine,i bring 2 polistrine!!ade gak la org tgk2..cm x mkn stahun je..hehe..nk wut cmne,both are my fav..naik blek,smayang,mkn sardin and ytf sparuh and pi bsh kaen..x byk sgt la.while waiting 4 my rumet,dk la kt meja,watching some guys maen bola,with no sense..lol..mkn sparuh gi ytf and tpkir plak want to call my mum..call je ayid pick the phone and cam biase ar,trus sruh pass kt abah..abah ckp hes at my grandpa's house..said that my grandpa had chikugunya!!!kinda shock and srh la pass kt gp.ckp2 sket,tanye kbr and give some tips to my gp.sedey la dgr suare x bmaye die...huhu..hope that he will not suffer from the disease for too long since ive heard that the disease kinda hurt..huhu..insyaallah

2009-06-21T01:10:00.000-07:00

not much thing to do today.wake up late and have some butterscotch..spend about hours to help my aunt to tidy her house up and some arwah su di stuff.not so tired compared to last night..hehe.and this eve ive to prepare myself to get back to uni.yup,my study world..naik ktm and still thinking that want to snggah at kl sentral and buy shoes since dont have shoes and bfore i get sued..hehe

my lappy

2009-06-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

really want 2 post this pics..hope that it will always look like this..hehe..my frends know me better kut..kuikui

hectic day

2009-06-19T23:16:00.000-07:00

hurm..where im gonna start first..em..owh,i wake up a bit early today coz ive stuff to do.after my aunt waking me up,i quickly got ready for subuh prayer coz its near 7!!after 'beribadah",i got my shower and preparing myself to be send to ktm,thats near to my aunt school..had breakfast and when arrived at ktm,settle da ticket and waiting about half an hour for da train to come!!heck,really tiresome wen ive to wait 4 smthing..huhu..sabo je la..hehe..in the train,somthing hell come out..theres chinese guys behind me.they re talking like they were in da stadium!wat a loud tune they used..i was really like to say"weh,ur friend can hear u la,no need to shouting like that!!"dhle their saliva tpercik on my pink bag(x bley blah) that contain my lovely lappy :p..i kept thinking"damn!!my bag.."i just standing in the ktm.dont want to sit coz think that others more deserve to have that seat.kinda bored but luckily ive my mp3 with me.play aril,basshunter n kerispatih songs..really love them like hell..lol..after smpai at kl sentral,just want 2 see the map but smbody blocking me..walla..so trus le stay in da train.pastu smpai kt ner entah,it stated as sentul..so,confidently,i get out from da train there.naik escalator,but i feel somethings wrong.then i know that im at wrong place!!its kl pe entah.so,have to wait for other train to come.quite takes time.so,in spare time,i do da phy tutorial..ade idea lak nk wat cmne ble duk tepi railway ni..kikiki..when train come,get in da train and finally,"sentul,here i come!!!tnggu my unc come to fetch(dnt know da correct)me up and once again,went to restoran haslam to have breakfast..nope2 more accurate,breakfast+lunch coz ive roti canai and after that nasi +mee goreng+ayam percik..felt kinda dizzy now coz eating 4 too much..opss!!,my diet!!!hancus wokk!and now im here,at my unc house typing this stuff while waiting for my unc to install new windows in my lappy..its xp..bye windows 7..huhu kinda sad after a week with that windows..its lawa la..so tired la.have to get back to my aunt house back at bangi at this eve and im sure ill pengsn till esk..haha

:-)

2009-06-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

just get my own lappy!!!!!

new techno

2009-06-12T09:58:00.000-07:00

it's 1.15 am and i couldn't find da reason why i dont sleep yet though i know that ill have a long day at low yatt tomorrow..huhu..actually,ill go to low yatt to get my new laptop there since i never have one before dis :P..till now,as uni student i really dont have the interest in owning a laptop coz i think that will give me the most time consuming that ill ever had..well,with the free wifi at uni,i can even forget my most important responsibility there that is study..but ill try to minimize the usage of it..insyaallah..but to be honest,i cant close my eyes now coz i kept thinking wat da accesories of laptop that i wanna have..lol..oh ya!!!wanna state here that ive improve a lot in my studies...alhamdulillah,finally,ive got 3 pointer that is 3.2223 and my cgpa is2.8++!!!insyaallah ill improve more in dis coming sem that ive been 2nd year student at my uni..really thank to god wat he had gave to me, wit all the sad,depressed,down condition that ive been going through..He knows wat the best for his creatures... ZZzzzzzz~~~~~

:-(

2009-06-12T09:55:00.000-07:00

wat da hectic day!!!!

sadness part in my life

2009-04-19T21:39:00.000-07:00

really dont have time and recently,many things came out..argh!!but its all bout life,right??we've to accept watever it is.wanna tell that ive lost my beloved uncle on 3 march.really kinda sad,depressed,and all that.its like ive lost part of my life.its begin like this..im in my room ac106 watching prison break.around 4 smthng,ive got sms from my best fren asking bout my uncle.i replied that he maybe otw to pahang..after a second,she called and said that theres latest rumours that said that my unc involved in an accident at nilai.i kinda shock but i just ignore thing that she told me.bottom of my heart shout "it cant be!!!!"i tried to call my unc and a i heard lady's voice,i said "wheres my su di"and she said that wat imy fren told me was true..i cant described wat happening to me after that.i kept crying but im still dnt believe that!!i lost my unc!!i go back to my kampung and see all the processed before my unc get buried beside my late grandpa.its...~~~~~.watever it is,ive to keep on going the dream that he had build for me.ive to study hard.after i got back at my uni,i had mid sem exam.its really terrible...though i dont have enough time to perfectly study,but alhamdullilah,ive got it.i got A- in my maths 3 and my computer 1.its not solid A but i think ive made it with all kinda things that ive to go through..and now,i really hope that i have the strength to stand on my on feet..wit the support of my family and the most important..the creator.....amin...

third sem!!!

2009-03-21T22:04:00.000-07:00

haloo!!!i know its a long time b4 i start to write again..dont have time since busy with my cutie and family..and tomorrow, ive to be ready to become student again!!!huhu..i wish it will not gonna happen this fast coz actually i really needs lots of time to spent with my family.my cutie is trying to be closer to me but then,i have to go again..so sad..love her so much!!!but then,ive to accept god's will.i have to struggle to success and make my parents proud of me.really wanna see dad's eye blinking with tears that sign happiness..really love to..hope that god will help me to improve my final result in this third sem..huh..*sigh*

2nd day after my independence day

2009-03-01T21:09:00.000-08:00

walla!!!!!today's my second independence day after pre calculus paper yesterday..i feel so relieve and wanna tell you that i woke up so late today(since cant do it during exam week..lol:p)seriously,exam week was so tiresome...wa!!!wanna tell everybody that im so stress(actually ive done it to some unlucky people :p )i dont have enough time to get my sufficient sleep(10 hours i think..is normal person sleep that long..lol)now im hearing 'keep bleeding love"by LEONA LEWIS..ive liked tis song before.but not in the time being..lol..theres something behind the song actually and i wont tell everybody...tha's it!!now i wanna surf,surf and keep surfing the internet till im tired..have a nice day to my self!!!oops..one more thing..yesterday was also my dad birthday!!!happy birthday abah!!!

poem of the day...

2009-02-13T20:27:00.000-08:00

no thing,no stress...
it takes no time to learn..
at once u see wat to do,and how to do it,
you cant do it wrong..
the switch-over to no stress is instant..
afterwards,if u think u've lost the knack,
u're wrong!!!it has u:ur attention has been diverted..

rushing!!!again..

2009-02-09T23:55:00.000-08:00

wake up!!today's the real day that ive to wake up early and rush to phy class..:(..(dont worry,i took bath this time since i woke up a ealier than before:p) n also the presentatation day!!..alhamdulillah ive been going through it well lah..lol.but ive done stupid thing in front(not gonna tell anybody since everyone not realised what ive done excpt the lecturer..lol..hope that higher marks than the sucks presntation before...it passed and now,what ive to worry bout is the things that not settle yet.my revision while i'll have maths quiz on thurs!!!!so,have to go coz really need so much time to study..bye2 :)

pain day

2009-02-08T20:17:00.000-08:00

argh!!!i just knew how it feels after having tough activities..really feels the pain,my legs and my entire body feeling pain..:-( i think nothing much will happen today..hey,wait!ive just got good news!phy class for today is cancelled!!!cant tell u wat kind of feelings ive now..lol.it just right actually,who want to have class while in holiday,right???:p..as usual,this eve ill be back to uni and will have normal student's life...study!!!hate that actually but ive to since ill have maths presentation tomorrow..really hope tomorrow will die..huhu..quiz on thurs and for coming phy papers.so much things to go through!argh!!but,that's life...

jungle trekking!!!

2009-02-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

hey!!im new here..
just want to write something bout my life and improve my broken english
help me then....:p

what a tiresome day...
i've to wake up early again for today(like want to rush to physics class) :p..and it's just only to join other sis to FRIM for jungle trekking!!!!im so excited although it's not the first time i joined that activity;it's my forth time actually..so....we go there by bus and it takes bout an hour,i think with the sucks traffic jam and all kind of things..argh!!!and finally,we've arrive there at 9++(not so sure)..we turun from the bus n like usual,everyone was so excited,kinda make noise at that place(n disturb those people who's doing yoga there) n after sometimes,i cant believe with what im seeing...it's giant fish!!!!it's about 5 or 6 m!!!to be honest,ive never seen that kind of fish before..it's orange mixing with black,if im not mistaken.cant remember the type of species the fish belong to but we can call the fish to come out to surface by clapping hands(the instructor say so;it means that we want to give it foods)what a pity fish..i cant stop my hands from clapping there..lol..ok,back to the main point,we've got indian instructors,quite handsome..hehe..at first,he guide us to minor part of the forest and give some infos bout plant species(bamboos,intro us with three main types of woods that are soft,medium and hard wood)that kind of things.kinda bored actually...but after half and hour,we,ve going through the real jungle trekking!!!went to middle part of the forest,with the steep,cramp walk.i cant stop my sweat from coming out n always open my bag to get my mineral water.i feel so dehydrated in all the way.hey!!forget to stated that i've seen the real "tarzan trees".its spiral and the handsome told us that we cant swing it actually,only tarzan did(he said that maybe only the americans know how to swing on it)..lol..after we arrived at top,i thought its over but we have to going through canopy walk like walk on hanging bridge..its really gayat n finally i can overcome my fear by looking around(is that the best way???but it works on me..lol)we've been on the canopy for an hour n then went out from the forest..im not feeling so tired when going downwards..after eveybody gather at the check point,we've given our lunch and went back to university...that's all,so tired,wanna have long night...gud nite..