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assalamualaikum..hmmm..lame x update blog coz i thought noting could be write out..but then,arini rase nak tulis gak pape ponn..hmmm..nak flashback blk ah..stat dgn final last sem.dekat2 final tu,memang aku rase hepy gle..tension tu mmg la tension..tapi bile dah jumpe geng yang mcm ngam sket, mmg hilang tros ar tension..rase kadang cam aku nak final ke x nih???coz geng aku ni mmg on je..so i named it as GO(geng on???)..aku blh masok la ngan diorg coz diorg suke makan..coz aku memang x leh resistla ape2 yang involve ngan makanan.memang dekat2 final tu,banyak je kedai makan yang ktorg try..sampai bapak aku tanye,"long buat ape ngan duit abah bagi???cepat bonar abihnye??"aku cakap ar,"makan bah,btol,x de bende laen..makan je..."pastu stiap hal yang aku buat,mesti cakap dulu ah abah aku..nak g sane, nak g sini,everythings are in details.sampaikan satu tahap tu, die let go je..die cakap asal aku x masok lokap or wat hal je...ade ke camtu???but, that is one thing i like about him.he trust me..kadang2 lebih dari orang laen..kawan sndri pun kadang2 x caye ngan judge burok2 pasal kite(ade aku kesah??)..abah aku sendiri pun caye kat kat aku,ko ap e hal nak judge2 org???ko tu baek sangat ke angellic sgt ke???haaa..kan dah emo:/..tapi in conclusion,as long as my parents believe in me,i dont care what other people say or think about me..coz susah senang kite parents ade,tapi kawan(some of them la eh,bukan semua)..bile senang, same2, bile susah,sorang2 ah..that what had happened to me before..malas nak cakap..:/..biar ah..hmmm..lps final plak, aku memang berserah la result camne..calculus 1 tu ntah pape aku jawab..n yang len2 nye..dgn ade sedikit konflik plak dengan kawan2..konflik ke??diorg x de cakap pon diorang x puas hati or marah pasal ape..haha..but to me, as long as diorg x tanye n clarify betol2 ngan aku tentang ape yang diorg x puas hati, buat ape aku gatal2 nak jawab soalan yang tak ditanye n gatal2 nak touching2??buat pening je..ala, manusia..salah sndri x nampak,salah org laen,cepat je potpet potpet..for example,bile kite tgk couple pegang2,dok dekat2 semua tu.tipu ah lau tak terdetik kat hati kite yang kite x suke tengok.aku mengaku,aku pon cam tu(name pon manusia)tapi kite x tau,contohla,kite tercouple nanti..ntah2 lagi trok dari tu..n mungkin kite x terprasan kite pon dah jadi cam couple2 yang laen..sebab manusia memang jarang sangat nampak salah sendiri,sebab tu la ade pepatah yang "kalau salah,tolong tunjukkan;)"ni peringatan kat diri sndri jugak ye!:)...fullstop.berbalik kepade result next sem,alhamdulillah to Allah SWT.coz mengabulkan doa..aku rase maybe doa aku lambat sket termakbul coz dosa2 yang menghalang kemakbulan doa tu..ni bagi aku laa,hanye Allah je yang tau..alhamdullillah,first time ever aku dapat dean list..tapi sipi2 je.aku rase mmg tertebuslah kekecewaan last sem coz last sem aku mampu dapat 2.5++ je..aku bersyukur sangat..thanx jugak to dr love aku.die yang bagi aku byk tips..ade satu ayat die tu"study sket, but then dapat banyak..you dont have to study all things in universe, but then at last,lupe semua n bercelaru je idea tu"thanx dr love!ure the best ever!;)..parents aku happy sangat time tau tu,including my grandparents(sampai dapat lappy free satu gi..haha,thanx mok!;))hmmm...shortsem ni ok la,best la gak.tapi x best last sem coz anis x de.shes my heart,my motivator,my catalyst,she is everything to me.x penah jumpe kawan yang susah senang same.love u babe!;)..since die x de time shortsem,memang agak x de life la aku..x leh menyengal sangat!huhu...exam nye pressure pon aku x rase.bahaye jugak x de pressure nih..haha..ni la jadinye.MALAS!:(..but then,aku hope sangat nasib aku akan jadi lagi baik dari smalam..target sem nih,plg rendah pon 2 subjek tu dapat A-(insyaAllah..)nak bagi abah happy lagi;)

plz say NO!

why i dont have strength to say NO to people??why??ade la skali 2 cakap TIDAK.or TAK NAK.but then,x mmg rase cam jahat gle.huhuhuhu..why eh?adakah aku x normal?or nak dekat time period??huhuhu..hurmm..maybe la kot..jadi cam emo and sensitive smacam je nih+homesick lagi+org x reti bahasa lagi+jadi committee secara pakse lagi.panas2!woah...i want my normal life back!nothing else.just me,n myself most of the time.i love to be alone(x slalu lah jgk coz takot la kalo mlm2 dok sorg..huhu)..i want to waste time as usual(ade ke?)hurmm..entah la blalang..sometimes,people can give pressure to you..hey man,ingat dunia ni pressure cooker ke huh???aku rase nak tgk laut je skang,tapi skang ni cam bahaye je nk g tgk laut..huhuhu..cam musim tengkujuh plak..but then,seriously,it is not me.ke effect homesick nih??huhuhu..hurm..entah la:(

why??

why cant i forget you?why mr S???nak kate satu course pun x.nak jumpe??haram!lately mmg x nampak batang idung pun..huhu..but why feeling aku kat die ni cam fresh je..fresh??ah,lantak ar aku nak gne ape =p.ye la,jumpe x,terserempak pun x.tapi asal la aku still ade hati lagi kat die.maybe bcoz of his behavior towards people?his politeness??kindness??cuteness??(damn cute.comel.kecik.eye smile.sweet smile)haha..x kan muke die ade iras junho kott...tapi ade la skett..sepet!i like~~..eww..menggedix plak..=p..ermm,seriously,nape la aku still ade hati ngan ko wahai mr s sedangkan ade yang lebih berhak untuk aku cintai iaitu,the creator,Allah SWT.yup,it is normal actually when someone fall in love or "what ever under the sun",they tend to forget or less appreaciate la about people that lagi berhak kite sayangi..contoh paling dekat la kan,ble dah cintan2 ni,x msg sehari tu punye la rase bagai stahun..tapi kalau x msg parent shari tu rase cam"ala,esok2 la"..tipu la lau x rase camtu..coz aku penah kott=(..how fool,silly and"what ever under the sun"am i.suke ati la nak describe ape asalkan seangkatan dengannya..ermm..seriously,saye mau lupekan awak MR S!but not by hating you..you just to good to be true..eh?erm,watever..but my aim to cut(tapi boleh paste lagi=))you in my diary(ade pun x)..."whatever under the sun"*sigh T_T
tapi cam kene plak ngan lirik ni..copy paste je la=)

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..

alhamdulillah=)

alhamdulillah,all thanks to Allah for giving me happiness.i love u Allah=)..ill try my best to be better muslim in this world and hereafter..Allah maha pengampun dan maha pengasih..really thankful coz i still get what i pray for even ive done many sinful things as a human and muslim..thank u Allah=)..alhamdulillah

a day with my forever man=)

wahhhh!!!!!!! sgt happy hari ni..nape?this is all bcoz of my most handsome man in this world.yup,hari ni die dtg kuantan.saye sgt happy..oh happy happy day*my girl soundtrack*ermmm...lps klas tadi,aku,pah n syara cam biase la kan.pergi ternak lemak kat cafe.aku makan nasi ayam.tibe-tibe, nokia red-blackberry aku bebunyi..aku pun angkat la..die ckp dah sampai..wowowowowowo...hepy3..tapi kan,aku x start makan g.then,aku pun rushing la pegi cari kete kat luar cafe..die sesat!ade ke.uia pun leh sesat..pastu aku pun nampak la MAK 1479..confirm!its him!;).then,aku cakap la aku baru nk stat makan ngan kawan,then die cakap malu la plak.nanti die je laki kat kafe tu.aku pun yang memang dah niat nak makan luar ni pn stuju je(ble lagi kan??)hehe..then,aku pun tapau balik nasi ayam tu since x de sape nak tolong makan(semua jage badan ye!)pastu,aku pun naik la MAK.pastu die tanye aku nak makan mane.then,aku pun suggest la restoren kat TC.die tanye, x jauh ke?walaupun aku dah tau TC agak jauh,tapi aku cakap"x jauh pun"..huhu..jahat jugak..but actually,my intention is nak cari temapat yang boleh lepak2 lepas makan.so,Tc is best choice la.then,pegi la ikot jalan blakang.aku maen redah je sbenanye.x penah pun tunjuk jln tu kat org len before this.pastu dalam kete tu dok borak2 la..macam2 cte kuar.sampai je kat TC,ingat nak makan kat restoren yg aku,anis,lana n ama makan hari tu,tapi tutup plak.ape la restoren ni,org nk bg untung die plak tutup.haish!:(.pastu terpaksela makan gerai biase je.aku ingat nak makan ikan siakap la kan..wuihh..kne melebih-lebih sket ngan my men ni.lepas makan tu,ktorg pun borak2 kat bench yg ade dekat depan toilet tc tu.asal la aku x prasan blakang tu toilet.last2 baru sdar.seb baek x mengadap toilet..huhu..lau tak,x lalu nk duduk pun.kitorg borak2 sambil makan chikadees tau..;)first time aku rase sgt selesa nk meluahkan prasaan kat die.maybe sbb ktorg bdua je kott time tu:).pastu,die ajak nak balik..tapi nak balik mane??hahaha...then ktorg decide la nak stay je kat TC.aku sgt hepy coz my decision nak g makan kat tc tu sgt tepat.tgk,boleh lepak skali.tapi die cakap mengantuk sangat sebab drive dari pagi tadi.then,lau nak sewa hotel cam x worth la kan?lepas tu aku bagi la aku punye spontaneous idea."tdo je la kat atas rumput tepi pokok depan pantai tu".guess what,he's agreed!im soooo happy.never thought that die sangat la slambe badak cam aku gak!haha..thats why i love u;).since rumput tu agak licin n tempat tu pun senget sket,looks like he cant sleep well.but then he tries..;)while he was sleeping,aku lah kne jadi guard kan!cheh bajet2 ade six pack la nak jadi guard nih*tetibe je six pack*agak lame die tdo.about half an hour camtu..tengah2 menjalankan tugas sebagai guard nih,boring la plak mak aih..seb baek ade bwk buku note kecik n pensil.aku pun yang x de kesenian langsung ni pun stat la melukis.i do drawing?????!!!.pelik tapi benar ye!;)

then,ble die bangun je,die mintak tolong aku belikan McD*tlg beli je,ongkos phm2 la ye!hehe..aku suke!aku pun dengan patuhnye jalankan tugas sebagai despatch McD plak..haha.n bcoz i love him so much,i bought him BigMc. i want him to be happy by eating large set of BigMc tapi actually bende tu x elok,tapi skali skala halal je la kan?.Then,makan2 jap depan pantai tu,pastu ktorg gerak la ke bandar kuantan.pegi kedai aksesori kete coz want to fix MAK nye radio.rupe2nye speaker rosak.n mahal jugak la nak tukar.then,die cakap nanti balik bulan 4 la baiki balik.INSYAALLAH..but i cant promise u..hehe..btol la, xde radio..camne aku nak idop??ade kne mengene ke?then,lepas tu g la terminal.singgah kat terminal tomyam dlu.minum2.then,hah sudah,die jumpe geng plak..memang seantero dunia la die ade kawan.bcoz he's soo peramah.n thats another reason why i lovee u much!;)..dah,x layan aku la ble cakp ngan geng.siap dok meja len g.tinggalkan aku kat meja blakang.huhuhuhu..*seb baek geng die support minum.x de la aku nk bengang sgt.haha..lepas meeting ngan geng2 die tadi,kitorg naek la atas terminal tu,nak solat.after solat tu,pegi amek jaket die yang tetinggal kat dalm kete.then,lepak2..cakap bende2 sweet..die tanye aku,balik ble?aku cakap la maybe tgh bln 4 la.then die pun tanye aku.."so,1 march ni xde kat umah la?"sambil tersengih2 sengih.."1 march???"lepas tu baru aku ingat yang birthday die 1 march..apela..dah berumur pun xcited g pasal birtday2 nih..and this is another reason i love so muchhhtake note,dah reason yang ke brape ni..hehe..muah2..pastu turun la kat bawah terminal tu.bas pun nak gerak,die cakap nak naik bas dulu.die suh aku balik dulu coz time tu dah nak dekat kul 7 dah.pastu aku pun pergi la tanpa pandang blakang.Allah je tau perasaan aku time tu....saaangat SEDIHH;)..rase macam x cukup je spend time ngan die slame hampir shari ni..sangat sedih..ABAH,i really love u,miss u so much!kalau boleh x nak abah balik lagi hari ni.ingat boleh la die stay lame sket cni tapi esok die ade keje plak:(.sdeh..i cant stop my tears while writing this post.seriously,aku x penah rase happy camni slame ni.just abah ngan aku je hari ni.doing everything together. bedosela kan lau aku cakap"aku x sanggup kehilangan die"tapi seriously, i cant lose him.so,the thing that i can do now is to pray for him.hope that he is in best of health and panjang umo.i love u abah.my love to you is infinity.i miss u.i miss your smile, i miss your voice,i really reallly miss you..saye takkan jumpe abah yang sporting and sangat happy go lucky like you.abah jare sangat maroh ore.most of the time,u are so supportive.i love you abah;).i still cant stop crying right now:(

finally,..the end

ooopss..x the end lagi..baru lps midsem..huahua..camne la leh tringat plak psl nk mengupdate blog ble tgh dgr lagu miss a nih.hehe..erm..lot things happened lately.erm..let me see..to start with,before midsem break hari tu,saye mangalami tekanan perasaan terhadap pengajian saya*btol kah grammar ni=(..so,bising2 cakap kat org yg aku ni nak tukar kos..boleh dikatakan most of my chingu cam sedih jugak dengar but then diorg x de plak nak paksa jgk aku stay cni.yup,thats why i love u guys.such a very good friends.semua hanya mendoakan yang terbaek untuk aku walaupun dimana aku berada nanti*ayat x leh blah..5pm, i love u guys so much lah!muah3;).even my family pun sometimes try to decide things for me.now, aku paham ape kadang2 org cakap kawan lagi understanding compared to even our parents.but depends la kawan tu kawan camne kan.so,aku pun dgn excitednye drop algebra and bm!why bm???coz im not yet ready for bahasa melayu.fullstop.does it makes sense?poyo!slame ni ko cakap bahase ape huh??abih la 6 RAT*budget shopping kne cut 2 ratus sbulan=(.i think it is one of the right things ive made by dropping algebra coz lau x,possibility nk fail tu 98%=(.but then,right after midsem break hari tu,pegi la jumpe lecturer qs kat gombak.coz before this im planning to change kuliyyah to KAED.but then,ble dah jumpe lecturer tu,and dgr explanation panjang lebar dari die sendiri,ermmmmm.. i think i have to think several times lgi before decide ape2.n skang,ive decided that SAYE X KAN TUKAR KOS,whatever happens in the future,ill never give up to give maths a shot!yeah!!!!!!I LOVE MATHS A LOTTTT;)..insyaAllah..i really do hope that this is the right decision.hope that Allah will help me to go through the challenges that ill face in the future.and now,i really appreciate my uncle's advice"sesusah mane pun bende tu,lau orang lain boleh buat,nape kak yah x leh buat?and in about 70++cts student tu,x semua yang betol2 minat maths.so,dont ever use "saye x minat maths" as the excuse to change course"cam cinta jugak,tetibe plak..sebenci mane pun kte dgn org tu,tapi ble dah lame kenal..kebaikan die mesti terspill jugak..coz,x semua org selalu jahat n x semua org selalu baek.same gak ngan maths.x semua subject maths susah..mesti ade yang u can cope with.IM TRYING TO BE +VE HERE YE!.yes,i can do it!if orang lain boleh buat,x kan la aku x boleh.aku ni orang jugak.bukan orang utan.haha..tetibe tringat junho ckp orang utan..eh,melalut plak..aku akan try survive in cts.plus dgn semua kawan2 yg SGT SUPPORTIVE that ive now, think i can really survive here;).mlas plak nak menaip..anyong!

kawen pakse

warggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!tensyennye aku..nape la tensyen cam ni skali..seyes,aku rase cam x idop je.plizzz laa..kawen pakse tu satu,nk kne survirve dlm marriage ni,ya Allah,punyelah susah.but nothing easy in this mean world!hahaha..cakap senang laa..aku rase cycle idop aku same je.bgn pagi,tanpa memikirkan mase depan.mandi,n then pegi klas..lau klas bm tu menarik la jugak.coz ade sir chow kok kee..die sgt comel;)..tapi ble je sampai je klas core course aka husbands yg aku kne kawen pakse,memang..pergghhhh..pening!actually salah aku coz x pandai nk adapt some situation ngan cepat.contoh la kan,sem ni aku kne study style lain plak.PROBLEM BASED LEARNING.means that lecturer x kan mengajar.discuss among friends je.lau ade pape soalan,boleh tanye b4 midsem n b4 final je;).and just imagine la,my feeling as spoonfeed student for all this while.lost.cam cicak putus ekor.cam x de tmpat nk depends on.cam langit dah runtuh.cam monyet x de tmpat nk bergantung.cam baju x de tmpat nk gantung.cam anak itik hilang mak.cam x de broadband!ade plak..hahaha..dah2.emosi x stabil*wizard background*arrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhh...im not makhlukhat.im just simple person yg susah sket nk trime ilmu.maybe sebab baynk dose n sometimes i just simply thought that ilmu is just for exam.such short minded person.bodoh.bodoh.bodoh.ape la aku ni.i need my life back.i want it back.SAYE X DE LIFE KAT CNI!tolongla..i really wanna stop living in this fantasy world.why i am like this???why?nande?purke?warggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh*nanges 1000 kali dah*mate dah cam kne sengat ngan tebuan:(.dah le dah start rabun balik.spek transformers plak susah nk cari!arghhh..watever la!bye!stop begging and nagging here.
ps:aku memang solute mathematicians.aku nk paham satu defition pn susah.yup.mmg susah.aku x tau camne aku terjerumus dlm kancah maths ni.argghhh.malas nk pkir..n sape2 yg ingt cts tu course yang low standard,ure totally nk mampos salah coz it is actually the real critical course other than medicine coz u have to understand,be creative and thinks out of the box compared to other course that required you to be memory machine if you want to succes.this cannot be done with mats.even khatam satu buku maths pun,but ure not fully combine with the soul of maths,u cant score in exam*except for certain makhlukhat(gifted person)*semua ini adalah luahan hati semata-mata dan x de mengena yg dah mati tapi kne mengena gak la ngan yang masih hidup;)..wargghhh..SAYE PUAS HATI SKANG.HILANG SATU KILO BEBAN;)

mood saye :( skang

owhhh....bersenang lenang dlm cuti slame ni useless coz bajet pass semua subject ar,x yah study!huahuhuahua..nmpaknye mimpi indah aku hancur ble tgk result sem 1 kat main camp.for the first time in uia,aku fail n kne repeat la kan????huahuhuahua..rase cam babun je!ni gara2 calculuz yg senang dmate susah nk mampos di otak..tgk,aku dah x btol..huahuhuahua..biar ar.aku duk dlm blek.parents aku x tau g result ni.n aku skang tgh mnaip kat cni..good daughter..ure right fatihah,express feeling dlu kat cni is the best way!hmmm...nape la aku x rase nk nanges ble fail ni?mungkin sebab aku ade geng?maybe la kan..but then,deep in my heart,chewah!aku rase cam it deserve me..coz deserve la kan fail with such many fool thing that what ive done.byk kot tuhan je tau..alahai..bedosenye.lau bende2 lagho byk lor,lotih toman nak explain cni..huhuhu..papepun aku harap aku boleh muhasabah la kan diri aku ni to be someone better,insyaAllah..but then,serious,aku x tau what kind of feeling ive now..cam sdeh pn ade..gamaknye,otak aku ngah blank la.cam x leh jawab exam tuh!its freezing with no feeling!emmm...dah2..saye sudah fail calculus.so,nanges cepat!!!;).but then,eventhough aku kne repeat,aku ikhlas tau.tu je aku mampu..aku x copy idea otak org len time exam or quiz..i swear!;)..n i hope that sape2 yg "ter"copy ans org len tu cepat2 la insaf..coz korg x fail sbb korg copy makhlukhat(ramai gak dlm klas aku otak supernatural)..is it called as victory?chewah,victory plak!nways,congratz sape yg dpt resultz "boom boom"(meletop2 cam mak aku goreng ikan rebus tuh)hahaha..x de laa..congrats ye!muhasabah diri le yg aku leh wat skang:(..e.ermmm...let me see ape yg aku kena kurangkan n improvekan sem ni;)
1)of coz la 2PM coz aku dah nk jadi die hard fan dah..but then,lau 2PM dtg kne spend gak mase g tgk diorg!hahaha
2)skype,chit chatting n swaktu dgnnye(assume as face to face lagi masyuk!)
3)kluar(tapi aku mmg x leh x kluar..nk2 atok aku nk bg kete ble entah ni..n ntah bg ke idak ngan result aku cam superbbb nih!)tp kluar should not be the reason why i failed)
4)focus dlm klas..ye!kne focus n lau bleh phmkan tros dlm klas.jgn pospone2:(
5)constant study..hari2 mau study maa..at least x bebankan hari kemudian as in hari exam la kan..
6)bykkan solat taubat dan solat sunat..
7)spend time kat tmpat yg aku rase blh study,study dgn selesanya!ooyeahhhh!
8)since aku minat 2PM je n x terinvolve lagi dlm kancah drama korea,hope that aku x terinvolve la kan..huhu..tp ade je die hard fan ar drama korea..ok je pointer..dah idup die tu je kan.korean n study.blh la..aku ni,study g,shopping g,lepak g,2 pm g,chit chatting g,fb g,semua g la.cam girls generation nye lagu tu..gee gee gee..2pm pun penah nyanyi gak lagu tu ngan other group..tgk2!
9)trime seadanye ur lecturer..be good to them n have good perception about them;)
10)aku rase makan byk pn effect la..haha..ade plak..ermm..aku rase ade coz ble makan byk,duit kuar pn byk,dah namenye boros,ikut perangai syaitan..x elok..ok2,mulai skang aku makan satu meal je mlm..huahuahua
11)exercise..seriously,i really need exercise damn much!n aku harap sem ni aku blh jogging or cycling every weekend at least.
12)stop thinking that"this is not the right time to study".honestly,i do have such kind of blablabla...
hope tu je la..byk bende nk kne improve.yeah..im human nways..ye la,lau monyet yg slau dok ngurat aku tepi tingkap tu,nk curi makanan je keje die..x de keje len dah..dah tau dah..seb baek aku x tolak terjun dr level 4 je..takot geng2 monyet2 spot blek aku plak nnti.dah2 merepeknye nek!erm..nk g awal sket.dlm 11 aibln dah btolak.sampai awal,kemas blek awal.study awal?insyaAllah..

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first ramadhan

ari ni first day puase.actually dah nk masuk 2 dah..brape jam je g..:)smlm mmg gle2 nye penat.sampai x g trawih..ya Allah,cmne la agaknye slase next week.mintak2 la x penat sgt till otak pn rase cam x btol.credits to akeen coz really supporting me.ble ak ckp x g trawih tu,shes the one that really understand me.x mcm some people yg rase ak ni trok sgt sbb x g trawih.nways,bln puase ni kan,ill apologized them and wat2 cam nothing happens eventhough sgt la trase..really2 homesick.nk blk sgt.nk bukak puase ngan family.huhu..tadi bukak puase ngan roti n ruski je.mls nk turun ke kafe dr level 4 n plus another 500 m..huhu..wonder if my parent knows this.confem kne marah.asal la along ni pemalas sgt.but then,x de mood kan??ari ni gak ak rase trokk sgt2.rase cam x penah g klas plak.i failed in no theory quiz!33/100.cam bodoh je kan?tapi kne la trime kebodohan ni as cabaran untk jadi pandai cam org len.seyes,its not worth it at all.cam x study plak.but then,kne la trime since x ley ubah ape2 dh.midsem nnti,insyaAllah ill improves.try la revise blk memory ni kan.wonder what ive done smpai kuiz trok camni skali.and finally, i think i knew it.byk sgt lepak kot.hang out every weekend.x de minggu pn yg ak x kuar n x blk.every week mesti lepak mane.n now,rase sgt bsyukur x dpt kete.lau x,im so sure that ill not be in mahallah most of the time.merayap je keje..huhu..so,di bln puase yg penuh barakah ni,ak rase ak nk capai aim bln lps2:
1)bace Quran as much as i can
2)g trawih as much as i can gak(even fisrt trawih pn dah trmiss,but then,ill try my best to fullfill the other trawih unless ade reason pompuan la kan?)
3)sahur hari-hari coz lau x sahur,my mom will bisng2
4)study tu biar berkualiti,not kuantiti anymore since mase di bln puase ni begitu singkat..
5)less gle2.wat penat je jadi gle2 bln2 pose nih..hehe
6)kurangkan bcakap bende2 yg x de pekdah..contohnye,kdg2 ade gak ak terlaser sket mulut nih.x brmaksud pn.senang cte,kurangkan cakap skit la..
exam is just around the corner.the only way that i could do is just study and pray..really hope that ill get bless from Allah in this holy month.ya Allah,bantulah hambamu yg lemah ini..amin...:)

JOURNEY OF LIFE....

Hi!Im Fatihah and now, I'm closer to my 20th of age. Throughout this 20 years since I was born, I have been through a lot of experiences which taught me a lot..ya, I think that I can now accept what people said about experience is the best teacher..It feels like yesterday,I was an innocent children that have to learn everything because everything seems new to me..and now, I am already a university student and still working hard to be perfect adult..insyaAllah, I will do..in this stage, I feel like I am strong enough that I could face all of the ups and downs in my life..where i have to accept the faith life..for many years, I have to struggle in my studies in my primary, secondary school and now, I have to work harder to achieve my dreams in life, that is more vital I think.In this years of studies,studies and studies, I think that sometimes, im at the top and sometimes, im at the bottom..It means that, sometimes,im able to get good result, and sometimes,i got bad result which made me feel so down.but then, those experience taught me that we cannot feel so comfortable and proud of what we have because sometimes, it may turn out to be a nightmare in our life :(.. but that's life,isnt it?

arrival to kuantan

erm..ari ni my family and i dh smpai kat kuantan.so.esok kne la msk uia blk..as a student..wah3.dah dkt 5 bln x de status,tp skang dah tukar blk my status that is a student..esok pagi2 lagi kne pi uia coz register kol 8.30..so,kne la sampai awal sket..although ari ni mmg ari yg tough for me..2 probs that comes serentak..first2 rase sedey sgt coz my late uncle x ley join for my regis.lau x,mmg die yg organise semua.i goyang kaki je pegi uia.so,pg td pi la mlawat kubur die..mmg sebak gle kott..tahan je la..nk wat camna kan..Allah knows the best..pastu yg second tu mmg mls nk sebut..never met people yg x mgaku salah die n i think he even realize yg die wat salah.salah org nampk je.tu la manusia.kdg2 salah org laen nmpak plak.salah die x nmpak.so,any guys yg bce blog ni..think TWICE before you KAWEN SATU LAGI aka poligami la.. mls dah nk pk psl org tuh..bbalikpade regis esok..esok le i bleh update plak psl first day kat campus..new campus,new room,new environment maybe new frens..hope that i really can adapt myself to all new kind of things..;)

well,since dah lame dok kat umah ni,about 5 months i think, cam mlas lak nk p continue my studies kat kuantan.but then,study kne study gak.x kan la ak jd penganggur trhormat lak.cuti ni x la rase boring tahap gle2 gaban sgt ak rase coz my day mmg full of keje.cam bibik pn ade gak keje ak .tapi better la dr ak dok goyang kaki cam badak dok tunggu nk berendam ka?(ade ke?)..bkn bibik gak la.campur2.kdg2 bibik n kadang driver mam2 bsr..my mom n adik2.x pe la kan.wat amal skali skale..byk yg ak blaja from cuti ni.bkn theory tau!ni pasl idup.from cuti ni ak dah dpt discover yg kte x ley jadi selfish sgt.maksud ak,jgn merajuk x bertempat.tp tu la ak.suke mrajuk ngan abah.huhu..konon2 nk tunjuk manje2 la.kte x tau ape yg die pk.actually,others sometimes dont want to express their probs kat kte.but then,ble kte tambah masalah diorg dgn merajuk or watever,sometimes it will make them burst n kluar abih la semua masalah die tu kat kte.then,dr situ br kte rase bsalah n sedar that weve done wrong.ape ak tulis ni.biarla.ak sorng je pn yg phm.so,moral of da story,jgn suke marajuk...hmmm..hari ni genap sbulan b4 g kuantan campus.uia gak la kan?tp x prepare pe pn g!huhuhuhu..cam mls lak,seriously.actually ak x suke wat keje last minute.but sometimes environment forces..cheh,btol ke?since dh lame ak x msk klas eng ni,mmg bkarat ijau la kan?hmmm...ak takot sbenanye.ye la,dh lame x deal ngan org other than my family.kwn2 pn jrg2 kan.well,i ni kan family first pape pn..hehe..takot gak my communication skill nnti cmne.mmg confem sure lagi pasti akn byk tahap gaban n otomen presentation.huhu..kne la sabo ye Fatihah oi..pape pn ble kte pk +ve,semua bende jalan....prinsip ak gak tuh."alwayz be +ve".tp biasenye ak ni byk -venye..huhu..ape yg ak dah prepare eh?lets wat check list
1:print pape yg perlu print?CHECK!
2:gambar pasport cun ak?
3:buku mane nk bwk?
4:my needs?
5:bukak account?
6:byr rm310?
7:ptptn?
dah2.ni btr 7 kot,satu je yg dh check!huhu..ble la nak wat semo nih..tp kne wat la gak b4 next month.ak x kesah la sape nk p antar ak asal my parents ade.they very precious to me..lau la parents ak bace nih..cheh!bajet diorg trharu n bg duit lbey skat la tuh!haihhh...stop2 mengarut.but then sincerely,i really want to see them happy.although my abah n ma,both of them ade sakitnye.my abah kne diabetes n my ma plak x brape chat.hope that they always be strong for their anak2 sume.luv u both..xoxo..hope also that abah tbukak hati nk p check clinique.wonder if im working.for sure ak beli alat test gule dlm darah.hehe..bebuih dah mulut dok nasehat pi klinik.mane la nk dgr..rase cam nk bg ubat tdo n angkat p klinik je..haih!mintak2 la kan..bkn nk jd ank durhaka,tp anak yg concern n love u so much!ok la,org yg kuno ni br nk smbung cte jepun,hanakimi..adios!

su di

hari ni-3 april 2010.genap stahun since my late uncle meninggal that is on 3rd april 2009.i think i really can recall what was happen on the that day..i really bare it in my mind..still fresh..su di.ble ive got phone calls and message asking this n that about su di.i still remember that ive send him a message.its the last message ive send him n i got the replied message from him where ive deleted it..damn!i really regret!why i spontaneously deleted his message though ive realize someting weird with the message.he type his last word to me.."beyeh jah yah"..its about 12.30 pm..about an hour+++ before he had the accident that takes his soul away from this world...he's so kind coz he never said no to me altough he's busy..for him,everything is ok if its about me.he's like father to me.treat me like his own daughter since he has no child.really miss his caring n fatherly....but then,really sorry that sometimes,i feel that u are still here..many times ive dreamt about u.su di hidup balik,that is not logic at at all..but then,it happens to me..really sorry coz i cant sedekahkan al-fatihah selalu.coz sometimes i really dont feel that uve gone forever.betapa bdosanya..ya Allah..tolong la hambamu yg alpa dan leka ini..berilah hidayah pada hambamu ini..:(

my last sem at cfs

last week was my last sem at cfs iium,insyaAllah..n i reealize that about 1 1/2 ive been studied there.ive been going trough 4 long sem and a short sem there..theres many happy n sad memories that ive been trough..erm..let me make short rewind what had already happened since ive been studied there..0n 22 june 2009, it was the first time where i came here as a student bcoz usually i just followed my late uncle to his office as visitor...that day,my dad,my grandparent,my aunt n uncle came to send me at cfs n really sad coz my mum cant join them bcoz she was just deliver my eldest sister,aikha :(..i just be a student that started to learn everything from zero n get new experience since ive never been in hostel before coz im not a student from boarding school or what..just common sek men keb..but never mind..everyone is the same there..they're in same place n same class,same standard..so,nothing to be ashamed of rite?in first sem,i just trying to make myself comfortable with the environment that ive never had before n alhamdulillah,its going well..but then,i cant get the pointer that can be proud of..a bit sad n regret.in second sem,i think i can finally makes myself comfortable with the environment although ive to change mahallah n rumets..but then luckily ive got awesome rumets..:)..my pointer rises since i think ive struggle hard to reach at the stage..really thanked to Allah..third sem,once again,ive got new rumets.all of them are second year students.but then i feel really comfortable with them..they treat me well n sometimes ive the chance to be a little bit pampered..lol..n during dis sem also,ive been going trough real hard moment where i lost my beloved uncle..su di..my father eldest brother.dont want to talk much about that since it will makes me finally cry while writing this..alhamdulillah,once again,my pointer rises n i think its a miracle from Allah coz eventhough i skip some class,n missed in lot things,i still get the pointer that can be proud of..:)..then,my forth sem..erm..i think its just normal n nothing special about the sem..n last week,ive finish up my last sem at cfs,that is my fifth sem.really..really sad to left cfs n my awesome classmate..but then,whatever it is,ive to accept it..it is the place that left a lot of memories of my uncle..the cafe,his office that is the place that i love to hang out..the ice cream..the ayam kfc n all that..its really...............erm..but then, ill always pay a visit to cfs someday..i really dont want the memories with him fades away...n finally,i want to write about my awesome classmate..seriously,theyre so awesome, kind n....my besties,anis,akeen n syaraf..n more..:)..they're really supportive n positive..lol..dont know what to describe about them..but then our ukhuwah between class members in dis last sem is sooo strong n i hope that it will last forever n ever..insyaAllah..n now,ill having very long long holiday coz maybe ill enter kuantan on june insyaAllah..hope ill get gud result..amin..n now,im thinking about taking part time job,but then i dont know how to get started..but ill try la..:)

acid n base???

what's the meaning of acid n base??i think most people even my std 4 sis can answer the question..but then,when it comes to buffer,acid base titration,it will be more complicated as i thought it so for this time being..its so confusing.ive read the notes many times,i think,but it is still not stick to my memory..not exactly rite coz i more prefer understanding than memorizing.i really hate it when ive to memorize something without knowing why i have to do so.in this case,i know the steps to solve the equation,but then,i really have no clue what im doing..its just like i just know the steps to the question,but cant explain further why im using this n that.to make it simpler,it can be assume as short term memory..hate it!!i really need to study n make the topic to be as simple as possible like i did in equilibrium chapter.ill still remember some of the thing that ive created the formula t0 memorize n understand.i shud minimizing my on9 hour like fb,ym,blogging n watever lg that mkes me more "lagho"..=p..dah2..nk study adios~~~

why???

wanna ask myself..why am i here,at cfs uia??why ive to study??why ive to do the tutorial??why ive to attend class??why ive to do presentation???why ive to be so stress??why ive to do what usual people do??is it myself???why??i cant answer my own question..plz la..rite now, i dont really know myself either..whose me???whose me???n again,who is real me???wanna find myself back,my life,my soul,my..i think that ive too many characters..sometimes i can be good girl.n sometimes,i can be bad bad real bad girl.when im doing bad things,i know its wrong,but im always trying to discard my feelings..my guilty feelings..watever la..n now, i really really damn need changed in myself..whos going to help me??n its a question again..??????

laziness

"malas nk blik uni"..that phrase always come to my mind rite now..really malas la nk blk uni coz i knew that it will loads of stuff that ive to do..i have to be ready for btq and chemistry presentation!!!what kind of man ill be..but now,im trying to neutralize my thought..i want it to be all positive..think positive vt..+ve,+ve and +ve..with the assignment that i still blur about it..can someone help me plz..help3..wargh!!!what kind of feeling is this??i feel so tense!!!face it vt,u can do it!!!(not nike's tagline,but i can apply it,just do it!!!:p really really need my self when i was in the third sem..i think that i quite tough in that sem..really want the old vt..but all i can do is just drive in my way..and with no clue where ill be going to..btw,my dad told me dad my atuk will give arwah su di mercedez to me..actually,quite big responsibilities and that both of them gave to me..i hope that i can take care of the car properly..insyaallah(dah brangan dah though x dpt g..hehe)but nways,ill really appreciate if i get the car..really do..its the car whre arwh su di and i had our time together..the car really has high centimental value..:((

new style..luv it so much

knoWS what,ive found new style or recipes..watever la..but last week,i went to the mid valley megamall..to do some shopp(like my partime job..lol)then ive ate a lot of different kind of food..i ate mee bandung and japanese tofu..it taste so fantastic!then start to shopp at jj je..hehe..then an hour after that,i can feels my hunger comes back and went to the ground floor of mid to look out for some food..then guess what???ive found takoyaki!!!the famous japanese food..i think.then i bought 3 prawn takoyaki for rm4.30..ok wut??then cant find the place to lepak2,so,just get in McD..sambil2 tu,i also get my long lost Oreo MCFlurry..lol..then just ate it with takoyaki..it taste a little bit muak,but then its can be telan la..and untill now im still thinking of the taste..lol..btw,takoyaki is the japanese food that made up tako,and then yaki means fried.so, takoyaki means fried tako..the takoyaki are filled with mayonaise,some cabbage,carrots and prawn/octopus inside it and the outer side,theres some fish flakes and some more mayonaise..what makes me a little shock is,when im trying eat it,ive notice that the fish flakes is moving..is it moving???i told my fren.she makes a kind of face..haha..afraid to eat the takoyaki..hehe..actually im just testing her,and thats wat my unc had done to me..he said that the fish flakes its not moving but it is just the effect from the heat inside the takoyaki..then,it comes with other scientific explanation..bla..bla..bla..we ate it and feeling so full..mlm tu plak,when we blk to cenfos uia,there sports carnival at the field..but im not intereted in it..i just love to watch,dont like to play sports..lol..then,after sampai in my room,i tried some combination of oreo biscuits with gardenia bread.its very match combination..its just like i made sndwich with oreo as the filled or as simple eg,just assume oreo act as tuna..lol

this is me????!!!!

dont know what to say bout.i can feels that i had changed.bad change, i think.no moods to study,really love like hell to on9 that is bad and other reason that makes me be like this.kind of person that i dont wanna be.ya,im really2 dont wanna be this kind of person.really hope that i can change.ok,just forget bout it coz changes cant work out if it just the words that i xpress here right??its something that dealing with my soul,its inside of me.now really damn love this song that is from Romance-Kuingin Kamu.really struck my heart..lol.it means something i think.my life so far,do not have much additional of weird things or watever.its just my typical life that i used to have.but,sometimes,its improves..what is the thing im typing now???!!!!watever..i think ive found my best ever chatting partner.his display name is hazim papa mabox.really in love chatting with him..we chat about sports(he always giving me the update of red devils),music(weve similarity whereas both of love like hell the hoobastank),what we going to buy,the suggestions and such differ things that most of people will not get from world of chatting.hope that i can chatting with him all night..lol.. im watching a lot of movies nowadays and try to limit to be just one or two movies a day so i will not running out of movies..lol