finally,..the end

ooopss..x the end lagi..baru lps midsem..huahua..camne la leh tringat plak psl nk mengupdate blog ble tgh dgr lagu miss a nih.hehe..erm..lot things happened lately.erm..let me see..to start with,before midsem break hari tu,saye mangalami tekanan perasaan terhadap pengajian saya*btol kah grammar ni=(..so,bising2 cakap kat org yg aku ni nak tukar kos..boleh dikatakan most of my chingu cam sedih jugak dengar but then diorg x de plak nak paksa jgk aku stay cni.yup,thats why i love u guys.such a very good friends.semua hanya mendoakan yang terbaek untuk aku walaupun dimana aku berada nanti*ayat x leh blah..5pm, i love u guys so much lah!muah3;).even my family pun sometimes try to decide things for me.now, aku paham ape kadang2 org cakap kawan lagi understanding compared to even our parents.but depends la kawan tu kawan camne kan.so,aku pun dgn excitednye drop algebra and bm!why bm???coz im not yet ready for bahasa melayu.fullstop.does it makes sense?poyo!slame ni ko cakap bahase ape huh??abih la 6 RAT*budget shopping kne cut 2 ratus sbulan=(.i think it is one of the right things ive made by dropping algebra coz lau x,possibility nk fail tu 98%=(.but then,right after midsem break hari tu,pegi la jumpe lecturer qs kat gombak.coz before this im planning to change kuliyyah to KAED.but then,ble dah jumpe lecturer tu,and dgr explanation panjang lebar dari die sendiri,ermmmmm.. i think i have to think several times lgi before decide ape2.n skang,ive decided that SAYE X KAN TUKAR KOS,whatever happens in the future,ill never give up to give maths a shot!yeah!!!!!!I LOVE MATHS A LOTTTT;)..insyaAllah..i really do hope that this is the right decision.hope that Allah will help me to go through the challenges that ill face in the future.and now,i really appreciate my uncle's advice"sesusah mane pun bende tu,lau orang lain boleh buat,nape kak yah x leh buat?and in about 70++cts student tu,x semua yang betol2 minat maths.so,dont ever use "saye x minat maths" as the excuse to change course"cam cinta jugak,tetibe plak..sebenci mane pun kte dgn org tu,tapi ble dah lame kenal..kebaikan die mesti terspill jugak..coz,x semua org selalu jahat n x semua org selalu baek.same gak ngan maths.x semua subject maths susah..mesti ade yang u can cope with.IM TRYING TO BE +VE HERE YE!.yes,i can do it!if orang lain boleh buat,x kan la aku x boleh.aku ni orang jugak.bukan orang utan.haha..tetibe tringat junho ckp orang utan..eh,melalut plak..aku akan try survive in cts.plus dgn semua kawan2 yg SGT SUPPORTIVE that ive now, think i can really survive here;).mlas plak nak menaip..anyong!

kawen pakse

warggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!tensyennye aku..nape la tensyen cam ni skali..seyes,aku rase cam x idop je.plizzz laa..kawen pakse tu satu,nk kne survirve dlm marriage ni,ya Allah,punyelah susah.but nothing easy in this mean world!hahaha..cakap senang laa..aku rase cycle idop aku same je.bgn pagi,tanpa memikirkan mase depan.mandi,n then pegi klas..lau klas bm tu menarik la jugak.coz ade sir chow kok kee..die sgt comel;)..tapi ble je sampai je klas core course aka husbands yg aku kne kawen pakse,memang..pergghhhh..pening!actually salah aku coz x pandai nk adapt some situation ngan cepat.contoh la kan,sem ni aku kne study style lain plak.PROBLEM BASED LEARNING.means that lecturer x kan mengajar.discuss among friends je.lau ade pape soalan,boleh tanye b4 midsem n b4 final je;).and just imagine la,my feeling as spoonfeed student for all this while.lost.cam cicak putus ekor.cam x de tmpat nk depends on.cam langit dah runtuh.cam monyet x de tmpat nk bergantung.cam baju x de tmpat nk gantung.cam anak itik hilang mak.cam x de broadband!ade plak..hahaha..dah2.emosi x stabil*wizard background*arrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhh...im not makhlukhat.im just simple person yg susah sket nk trime ilmu.maybe sebab baynk dose n sometimes i just simply thought that ilmu is just for exam.such short minded person.bodoh.bodoh.bodoh.ape la aku ni.i need my life back.i want it back.SAYE X DE LIFE KAT CNI!tolongla..i really wanna stop living in this fantasy world.why i am like this???why?nande?purke?warggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh*nanges 1000 kali dah*mate dah cam kne sengat ngan tebuan:(.dah le dah start rabun balik.spek transformers plak susah nk cari!arghhh..watever la!bye!stop begging and nagging here.
ps:aku memang solute mathematicians.aku nk paham satu defition pn susah.yup.mmg susah.aku x tau camne aku terjerumus dlm kancah maths ni.argghhh.malas nk pkir..n sape2 yg ingt cts tu course yang low standard,ure totally nk mampos salah coz it is actually the real critical course other than medicine coz u have to understand,be creative and thinks out of the box compared to other course that required you to be memory machine if you want to succes.this cannot be done with mats.even khatam satu buku maths pun,but ure not fully combine with the soul of maths,u cant score in exam*except for certain makhlukhat(gifted person)*semua ini adalah luahan hati semata-mata dan x de mengena yg dah mati tapi kne mengena gak la ngan yang masih hidup;)..wargghhh..SAYE PUAS HATI SKANG.HILANG SATU KILO BEBAN;)

mood saye :( skang

owhhh....bersenang lenang dlm cuti slame ni useless coz bajet pass semua subject ar,x yah study!huahuhuahua..nmpaknye mimpi indah aku hancur ble tgk result sem 1 kat main camp.for the first time in uia,aku fail n kne repeat la kan????huahuhuahua..rase cam babun je!ni gara2 calculuz yg senang dmate susah nk mampos di otak..tgk,aku dah x btol..huahuhuahua..biar ar.aku duk dlm blek.parents aku x tau g result ni.n aku skang tgh mnaip kat cni..good daughter..ure right fatihah,express feeling dlu kat cni is the best way!hmmm...nape la aku x rase nk nanges ble fail ni?mungkin sebab aku ade geng?maybe la kan..but then,deep in my heart,chewah!aku rase cam it deserve me..coz deserve la kan fail with such many fool thing that what ive done.byk kot tuhan je tau..alahai..bedosenye.lau bende2 lagho byk lor,lotih toman nak explain cni..huhuhu..papepun aku harap aku boleh muhasabah la kan diri aku ni to be someone better,insyaAllah..but then,serious,aku x tau what kind of feeling ive now..cam sdeh pn ade..gamaknye,otak aku ngah blank la.cam x leh jawab exam tuh!its freezing with no feeling!emmm...dah2..saye sudah fail calculus.so,nanges cepat!!!;).but then,eventhough aku kne repeat,aku ikhlas tau.tu je aku mampu..aku x copy idea otak org len time exam or quiz..i swear!;)..n i hope that sape2 yg "ter"copy ans org len tu cepat2 la insaf..coz korg x fail sbb korg copy makhlukhat(ramai gak dlm klas aku otak supernatural)..is it called as victory?chewah,victory plak!nways,congratz sape yg dpt resultz "boom boom"(meletop2 cam mak aku goreng ikan rebus tuh)hahaha..x de laa..congrats ye!muhasabah diri le yg aku leh wat skang:(..e.ermmm...let me see ape yg aku kena kurangkan n improvekan sem ni;)
1)of coz la 2PM coz aku dah nk jadi die hard fan dah..but then,lau 2PM dtg kne spend gak mase g tgk diorg!hahaha
2)skype,chit chatting n swaktu dgnnye(assume as face to face lagi masyuk!)
3)kluar(tapi aku mmg x leh x kluar..nk2 atok aku nk bg kete ble entah ni..n ntah bg ke idak ngan result aku cam superbbb nih!)tp kluar should not be the reason why i failed)
4)focus dlm klas..ye!kne focus n lau bleh phmkan tros dlm klas.jgn pospone2:(
5)constant study..hari2 mau study maa..at least x bebankan hari kemudian as in hari exam la kan..
6)bykkan solat taubat dan solat sunat..
7)spend time kat tmpat yg aku rase blh study,study dgn selesanya!ooyeahhhh!
8)since aku minat 2PM je n x terinvolve lagi dlm kancah drama korea,hope that aku x terinvolve la kan..huhu..tp ade je die hard fan ar drama korea..ok je pointer..dah idup die tu je kan.korean n study.blh la..aku ni,study g,shopping g,lepak g,2 pm g,chit chatting g,fb g,semua g la.cam girls generation nye lagu tu..gee gee gee..2pm pun penah nyanyi gak lagu tu ngan other group..tgk2!
9)trime seadanye ur lecturer..be good to them n have good perception about them;)
10)aku rase makan byk pn effect la..haha..ade plak..ermm..aku rase ade coz ble makan byk,duit kuar pn byk,dah namenye boros,ikut perangai syaitan..x elok..ok2,mulai skang aku makan satu meal je mlm..huahuahua
11)exercise..seriously,i really need exercise damn much!n aku harap sem ni aku blh jogging or cycling every weekend at least.
12)stop thinking that"this is not the right time to study".honestly,i do have such kind of blablabla...
hope tu je la..byk bende nk kne improve.yeah..im human nways..ye la,lau monyet yg slau dok ngurat aku tepi tingkap tu,nk curi makanan je keje die..x de keje len dah..dah tau dah..seb baek aku x tolak terjun dr level 4 je..takot geng2 monyet2 spot blek aku plak nnti.dah2 merepeknye nek!erm..nk g awal sket.dlm 11 aibln dah btolak.sampai awal,kemas blek awal.study awal?insyaAllah..

Protein Data Bank(PDB)

This picture shows 5 combination of protein molecular structure.



It consist of:
1)Classification: Hydrolase
Structure Weight: 45734.80
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 197
Chains: A, B

2)Classification: Transferase/rna
Structure Weight: 57345.33
Molecule: 3D polymerase
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 476
Chains: A
Type: polyribonucleotide Length: 7
Chains: B

3)Classification: Transferase/rna
Structure Weight: 56838.88
Molecule: 3D polymerase
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 476
Chains: A
Polymer: 2 Type: polyribonucleotide Length: 6
Chains: B
Polymer: 3 Type: polyribonucleotide Length: 4
Chains: C

4)Classification: Hydrolase
Structure Weight: 50432.88
Molecule: MTA/SAH nucleosidase
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 234


5)Classification: Hydrolase
Structure Weight: 45996.32
Molecule: DNA mismatch repair protein mutL
Polymer: 1 Type: polypeptide(L) Length: 197
Chains: A, B

first ramadhan

ari ni first day puase.actually dah nk masuk 2 dah..brape jam je g..:)smlm mmg gle2 nye penat.sampai x g trawih..ya Allah,cmne la agaknye slase next week.mintak2 la x penat sgt till otak pn rase cam x btol.credits to akeen coz really supporting me.ble ak ckp x g trawih tu,shes the one that really understand me.x mcm some people yg rase ak ni trok sgt sbb x g trawih.nways,bln puase ni kan,ill apologized them and wat2 cam nothing happens eventhough sgt la trase..really2 homesick.nk blk sgt.nk bukak puase ngan family.huhu..tadi bukak puase ngan roti n ruski je.mls nk turun ke kafe dr level 4 n plus another 500 m..huhu..wonder if my parent knows this.confem kne marah.asal la along ni pemalas sgt.but then,x de mood kan??ari ni gak ak rase trokk sgt2.rase cam x penah g klas plak.i failed in no theory quiz!33/100.cam bodoh je kan?tapi kne la trime kebodohan ni as cabaran untk jadi pandai cam org len.seyes,its not worth it at all.cam x study plak.but then,kne la trime since x ley ubah ape2 dh.midsem nnti,insyaAllah ill improves.try la revise blk memory ni kan.wonder what ive done smpai kuiz trok camni skali.and finally, i think i knew it.byk sgt lepak kot.hang out every weekend.x de minggu pn yg ak x kuar n x blk.every week mesti lepak mane.n now,rase sgt bsyukur x dpt kete.lau x,im so sure that ill not be in mahallah most of the time.merayap je keje..huhu..so,di bln puase yg penuh barakah ni,ak rase ak nk capai aim bln lps2:
1)bace Quran as much as i can
2)g trawih as much as i can gak(even fisrt trawih pn dah trmiss,but then,ill try my best to fullfill the other trawih unless ade reason pompuan la kan?)
3)sahur hari-hari coz lau x sahur,my mom will bisng2
4)study tu biar berkualiti,not kuantiti anymore since mase di bln puase ni begitu singkat..
5)less gle2.wat penat je jadi gle2 bln2 pose nih..hehe
6)kurangkan bcakap bende2 yg x de pekdah..contohnye,kdg2 ade gak ak terlaser sket mulut nih.x brmaksud pn.senang cte,kurangkan cakap skit la..
exam is just around the corner.the only way that i could do is just study and pray..really hope that ill get bless from Allah in this holy month.ya Allah,bantulah hambamu yg lemah ini..amin...:)

JOURNEY OF LIFE....

Hi!Im Fatihah and now, I'm closer to my 20th of age. Throughout this 20 years since I was born, I have been through a lot of experiences which taught me a lot..ya, I think that I can now accept what people said about experience is the best teacher..It feels like yesterday,I was an innocent children that have to learn everything because everything seems new to me..and now, I am already a university student and still working hard to be perfect adult..insyaAllah, I will do..in this stage, I feel like I am strong enough that I could face all of the ups and downs in my life..where i have to accept the faith life..for many years, I have to struggle in my studies in my primary, secondary school and now, I have to work harder to achieve my dreams in life, that is more vital I think.In this years of studies,studies and studies, I think that sometimes, im at the top and sometimes, im at the bottom..It means that, sometimes,im able to get good result, and sometimes,i got bad result which made me feel so down.but then, those experience taught me that we cannot feel so comfortable and proud of what we have because sometimes, it may turn out to be a nightmare in our life :(.. but that's life,isnt it?

arrival to kuantan

erm..ari ni my family and i dh smpai kat kuantan.so.esok kne la msk uia blk..as a student..wah3.dah dkt 5 bln x de status,tp skang dah tukar blk my status that is a student..esok pagi2 lagi kne pi uia coz register kol 8.30..so,kne la sampai awal sket..although ari ni mmg ari yg tough for me..2 probs that comes serentak..first2 rase sedey sgt coz my late uncle x ley join for my regis.lau x,mmg die yg organise semua.i goyang kaki je pegi uia.so,pg td pi la mlawat kubur die..mmg sebak gle kott..tahan je la..nk wat camna kan..Allah knows the best..pastu yg second tu mmg mls nk sebut..never met people yg x mgaku salah die n i think he even realize yg die wat salah.salah org nampk je.tu la manusia.kdg2 salah org laen nmpak plak.salah die x nmpak.so,any guys yg bce blog ni..think TWICE before you KAWEN SATU LAGI aka poligami la.. mls dah nk pk psl org tuh..bbalikpade regis esok..esok le i bleh update plak psl first day kat campus..new campus,new room,new environment maybe new frens..hope that i really can adapt myself to all new kind of things..;)