acid n base???

what's the meaning of acid n base??i think most people even my std 4 sis can answer the question..but then,when it comes to buffer,acid base titration,it will be more complicated as i thought it so for this time being..its so confusing.ive read the notes many times,i think,but it is still not stick to my memory..not exactly rite coz i more prefer understanding than memorizing.i really hate it when ive to memorize something without knowing why i have to do so.in this case,i know the steps to solve the equation,but then,i really have no clue what im doing..its just like i just know the steps to the question,but cant explain further why im using this n that.to make it simpler,it can be assume as short term memory..hate it!!i really need to study n make the topic to be as simple as possible like i did in equilibrium chapter.ill still remember some of the thing that ive created the formula t0 memorize n understand.i shud minimizing my on9 hour like fb,ym,blogging n watever lg that mkes me more "lagho"..=p..dah2..nk study adios~~~

why???

wanna ask myself..why am i here,at cfs uia??why ive to study??why ive to do the tutorial??why ive to attend class??why ive to do presentation???why ive to be so stress??why ive to do what usual people do??is it myself???why??i cant answer my own question..plz la..rite now, i dont really know myself either..whose me???whose me???n again,who is real me???wanna find myself back,my life,my soul,my..i think that ive too many characters..sometimes i can be good girl.n sometimes,i can be bad bad real bad girl.when im doing bad things,i know its wrong,but im always trying to discard my feelings..my guilty feelings..watever la..n now, i really really damn need changed in myself..whos going to help me??n its a question again..??????

laziness

"malas nk blik uni"..that phrase always come to my mind rite now..really malas la nk blk uni coz i knew that it will loads of stuff that ive to do..i have to be ready for btq and chemistry presentation!!!what kind of man ill be..but now,im trying to neutralize my thought..i want it to be all positive..think positive vt..+ve,+ve and +ve..with the assignment that i still blur about it..can someone help me plz..help3..wargh!!!what kind of feeling is this??i feel so tense!!!face it vt,u can do it!!!(not nike's tagline,but i can apply it,just do it!!!:p really really need my self when i was in the third sem..i think that i quite tough in that sem..really want the old vt..but all i can do is just drive in my way..and with no clue where ill be going to..btw,my dad told me dad my atuk will give arwah su di mercedez to me..actually,quite big responsibilities and that both of them gave to me..i hope that i can take care of the car properly..insyaallah(dah brangan dah though x dpt g..hehe)but nways,ill really appreciate if i get the car..really do..its the car whre arwh su di and i had our time together..the car really has high centimental value..:((

new style..luv it so much

knoWS what,ive found new style or recipes..watever la..but last week,i went to the mid valley megamall..to do some shopp(like my partime job..lol)then ive ate a lot of different kind of food..i ate mee bandung and japanese tofu..it taste so fantastic!then start to shopp at jj je..hehe..then an hour after that,i can feels my hunger comes back and went to the ground floor of mid to look out for some food..then guess what???ive found takoyaki!!!the famous japanese food..i think.then i bought 3 prawn takoyaki for rm4.30..ok wut??then cant find the place to lepak2,so,just get in McD..sambil2 tu,i also get my long lost Oreo MCFlurry..lol..then just ate it with takoyaki..it taste a little bit muak,but then its can be telan la..and untill now im still thinking of the taste..lol..btw,takoyaki is the japanese food that made up tako,and then yaki means fried.so, takoyaki means fried tako..the takoyaki are filled with mayonaise,some cabbage,carrots and prawn/octopus inside it and the outer side,theres some fish flakes and some more mayonaise..what makes me a little shock is,when im trying eat it,ive notice that the fish flakes is moving..is it moving???i told my fren.she makes a kind of face..haha..afraid to eat the takoyaki..hehe..actually im just testing her,and thats wat my unc had done to me..he said that the fish flakes its not moving but it is just the effect from the heat inside the takoyaki..then,it comes with other scientific explanation..bla..bla..bla..we ate it and feeling so full..mlm tu plak,when we blk to cenfos uia,there sports carnival at the field..but im not intereted in it..i just love to watch,dont like to play sports..lol..then,after sampai in my room,i tried some combination of oreo biscuits with gardenia bread.its very match combination..its just like i made sndwich with oreo as the filled or as simple eg,just assume oreo act as tuna..lol

this is me????!!!!

dont know what to say bout.i can feels that i had changed.bad change, i think.no moods to study,really love like hell to on9 that is bad and other reason that makes me be like this.kind of person that i dont wanna be.ya,im really2 dont wanna be this kind of person.really hope that i can change.ok,just forget bout it coz changes cant work out if it just the words that i xpress here right??its something that dealing with my soul,its inside of me.now really damn love this song that is from Romance-Kuingin Kamu.really struck my heart..lol.it means something i think.my life so far,do not have much additional of weird things or watever.its just my typical life that i used to have.but,sometimes,its improves..what is the thing im typing now???!!!!watever..i think ive found my best ever chatting partner.his display name is hazim papa mabox.really in love chatting with him..we chat about sports(he always giving me the update of red devils),music(weve similarity whereas both of love like hell the hoobastank),what we going to buy,the suggestions and such differ things that most of people will not get from world of chatting.hope that i can chatting with him all night..lol.. im watching a lot of movies nowadays and try to limit to be just one or two movies a day so i will not running out of movies..lol

first class

smalam,klas pn start la.so,lps subuh tu aku rase x sdap ati plak coz x regis lagi.so,ready la cpt2 coz ingt x nk skip klas.then pi la lab A.bapak ar,ramai gile bebudak yg x regis gi.klas aku stat kul 9.smpat x pi klas ni???dlam ati aku..de prob sket time que coz bdk dpn aku tu x duk diam.skit2 lnggar aku.dh le x mntak maap pun.sabar je la.then, dlm kul 10 tu settle la keje regis aku.aku dh burn sejam,patut ke aku pi klas??aku slalu je de prob ngan rase bsalah aku yg extreme.hehe..then,aku tebalkan muka utk pi klas.klas tu klas chem 2.lps bg slm tu lecturer aku suh aku tulis name kt atas meja die.shaking gak ar..hehe..naseb baek die x marah.aku pun tarik le kusi.after duduk tu baru de mase aku tropong sape yg skelas ngan aku.mostly org yg aku knl la.haha..for the first time aku x involve ngan introduce self.kebetulan aku masuk tu,lecturer aku baru nk stat chapter 1.naseb baek aku dtg.x le miss pape.best gak ar die ajar.ive to make my self comfortable with dis klas.if not,sejarah akan berulang..huhu..smalam i had nightmare.aku mmpi aku jd rude ngan sorang waiter ni.x tau la cmne leh mimpi camne.really hope that it will not come true.sape la nak jd rude rite??x taula lau ade for eg:gangster..haha.x bende sgt yg aku wat mlam smalam.salin blk note chem,wat deco blek sket..hehe.then reza ajk aku tgk movie.on je la.ktorg tgk The Ruins.wa cakap lu,ngeri gle seyh.die psl pokok yg jenis menjalar and it can attack and can be in someone's body.mcm2 bende la yg buat aku ttp mate tgk cte tu even dah tgk about five times.then aini,klas aku plg awl kul 11.that is chem lab.plan with anis to buy lab coat around 10.hope that ill not kekok with lab tools cause dh lame x pegang2 test tube and other lab stuff tu..hehe

bad news

just get bad news from my abah.he said that ill never get my plastic bag anymore!!!really sad coz ive lost ketupat for my aunt and keropok for my rumet and frens..huhu.and wut im going to do with the plastic that i t'silap amik???hurm...~That is why the usage of plastic bag shud be banned rite??haha..tetibe je..