Sunday, April 19, 2009

sadness part in my life

really dont have time and recently,many things came out..argh!!but its all bout life,right??we've to accept watever it is.wanna tell that ive lost my beloved uncle on 3 march.really kinda sad,depressed,and all that.its like ive lost part of my life.its begin like this..im in my room ac106 watching prison break.around 4 smthng,ive got sms from my best fren asking bout my uncle.i replied that he maybe otw to pahang..after a second,she called and said that theres latest rumours that said that my unc involved in an accident at nilai.i kinda shock but i just ignore thing that she told me.bottom of my heart shout "it cant be!!!!"i tried to call my unc and a i heard lady's voice,i said "wheres my su di"and she said that wat imy fren told me was true..i cant described wat happening to me after that.i kept crying but im still dnt believe that!!i lost my unc!!i go back to my kampung and see all the processed before my unc get buried beside my late grandpa.its...~~~~~.watever it is,ive to keep on going the dream that he had build for me.ive to study hard.after i got back at my uni,i had mid sem exam.its really terrible...though i dont have enough time to perfectly study,but alhamdullilah,ive got it.i got A- in my maths 3 and my computer 1.its not solid A but i think ive made it with all kinda things that ive to go through..and now,i really hope that i have the strength to stand on my on feet..wit the support of my family and the most important..the creator.....amin...