su di

hari ni-3 april 2010.genap stahun since my late uncle meninggal that is on 3rd april 2009.i think i really can recall what was happen on the that day..i really bare it in my mind..still fresh..su di.ble ive got phone calls and message asking this n that about su di.i still remember that ive send him a message.its the last message ive send him n i got the replied message from him where ive deleted it..damn!i really regret!why i spontaneously deleted his message though ive realize someting weird with the message.he type his last word to me.."beyeh jah yah"..its about 12.30 pm..about an hour+++ before he had the accident that takes his soul away from this world...he's so kind coz he never said no to me altough he's busy..for him,everything is ok if its about me.he's like father to me.treat me like his own daughter since he has no child.really miss his caring n fatherly....but then,really sorry that sometimes,i feel that u are still here..many times ive dreamt about u.su di hidup balik,that is not logic at at all..but then,it happens to me..really sorry coz i cant sedekahkan al-fatihah selalu.coz sometimes i really dont feel that uve gone forever.betapa bdosanya..ya Allah..tolong la hambamu yg alpa dan leka ini..berilah hidayah pada hambamu ini..:(