Monday, February 22, 2010

my last sem at cfs

last week was my last sem at cfs iium,insyaAllah..n i reealize that about 1 1/2 ive been studied there.ive been going trough 4 long sem and a short sem there..theres many happy n sad memories that ive been trough..erm..let me make short rewind what had already happened since ive been studied there..0n 22 june 2009, it was the first time where i came here as a student bcoz usually i just followed my late uncle to his office as visitor...that day,my dad,my grandparent,my aunt n uncle came to send me at cfs n really sad coz my mum cant join them bcoz she was just deliver my eldest sister,aikha :(..i just be a student that started to learn everything from zero n get new experience since ive never been in hostel before coz im not a student from boarding school or what..just common sek men keb..but never mind..everyone is the same there..they're in same place n same class,same standard..so,nothing to be ashamed of rite?in first sem,i just trying to make myself comfortable with the environment that ive never had before n alhamdulillah,its going well..but then,i cant get the pointer that can be proud of..a bit sad n regret.in second sem,i think i can finally makes myself comfortable with the environment although ive to change mahallah n rumets..but then luckily ive got awesome rumets..:)..my pointer rises since i think ive struggle hard to reach at the stage..really thanked to Allah..third sem,once again,ive got new rumets.all of them are second year students.but then i feel really comfortable with them..they treat me well n sometimes ive the chance to be a little bit pampered..lol..n during dis sem also,ive been going trough real hard moment where i lost my beloved uncle..su di..my father eldest brother.dont want to talk much about that since it will makes me finally cry while writing this..alhamdulillah,once again,my pointer rises n i think its a miracle from Allah coz eventhough i skip some class,n missed in lot things,i still get the pointer that can be proud of..:)..then,my forth sem..erm..i think its just normal n nothing special about the sem..n last week,ive finish up my last sem at cfs,that is my fifth sem.really..really sad to left cfs n my awesome classmate..but then,whatever it is,ive to accept it..it is the place that left a lot of memories of my uncle..the cafe,his office that is the place that i love to hang out..the ice cream..the ayam kfc n all that..its really...............erm..but then, ill always pay a visit to cfs someday..i really dont want the memories with him fades away...n finally,i want to write about my awesome classmate..seriously,theyre so awesome, kind n....my besties,anis,akeen n syaraf..n more..:)..they're really supportive n positive..lol..dont know what to describe about them..but then our ukhuwah between class members in dis last sem is sooo strong n i hope that it will last forever n ever..insyaAllah..n now,ill having very long long holiday coz maybe ill enter kuantan on june insyaAllah..hope ill get gud result..amin..n now,im thinking about taking part time job,but then i dont know how to get started..but ill try la..:)