this is me????!!!!

dont know what to say bout.i can feels that i had changed.bad change, i think.no moods to study,really love like hell to on9 that is bad and other reason that makes me be like this.kind of person that i dont wanna be.ya,im really2 dont wanna be this kind of person.really hope that i can change.ok,just forget bout it coz changes cant work out if it just the words that i xpress here right??its something that dealing with my soul,its inside of me.now really damn love this song that is from Romance-Kuingin Kamu.really struck my heart..lol.it means something i think.my life so far,do not have much additional of weird things or watever.its just my typical life that i used to have.but,sometimes,its improves..what is the thing im typing now???!!!!watever..i think ive found my best ever chatting partner.his display name is hazim papa mabox.really in love chatting with him..we chat about sports(he always giving me the update of red devils),music(weve similarity whereas both of love like hell the hoobastank),what we going to buy,the suggestions and such differ things that most of people will not get from world of chatting.hope that i can chatting with him all night..lol.. im watching a lot of movies nowadays and try to limit to be just one or two movies a day so i will not running out of movies..lol

first class

smalam,klas pn start la.so,lps subuh tu aku rase x sdap ati plak coz x regis lagi.so,ready la cpt2 coz ingt x nk skip klas.then pi la lab A.bapak ar,ramai gile bebudak yg x regis gi.klas aku stat kul 9.smpat x pi klas ni???dlam ati aku..de prob sket time que coz bdk dpn aku tu x duk diam.skit2 lnggar aku.dh le x mntak maap pun.sabar je la.then, dlm kul 10 tu settle la keje regis aku.aku dh burn sejam,patut ke aku pi klas??aku slalu je de prob ngan rase bsalah aku yg extreme.hehe..then,aku tebalkan muka utk pi klas.klas tu klas chem 2.lps bg slm tu lecturer aku suh aku tulis name kt atas meja die.shaking gak ar..hehe..naseb baek die x marah.aku pun tarik le kusi.after duduk tu baru de mase aku tropong sape yg skelas ngan aku.mostly org yg aku knl la.haha..for the first time aku x involve ngan introduce self.kebetulan aku masuk tu,lecturer aku baru nk stat chapter 1.naseb baek aku dtg.x le miss pape.best gak ar die ajar.ive to make my self comfortable with dis klas.if not,sejarah akan berulang..huhu..smalam i had nightmare.aku mmpi aku jd rude ngan sorang waiter ni.x tau la cmne leh mimpi camne.really hope that it will not come true.sape la nak jd rude rite??x taula lau ade for eg:gangster..haha.x bende sgt yg aku wat mlam smalam.salin blk note chem,wat deco blek sket..hehe.then reza ajk aku tgk movie.on je la.ktorg tgk The Ruins.wa cakap lu,ngeri gle seyh.die psl pokok yg jenis menjalar and it can attack and can be in someone's body.mcm2 bende la yg buat aku ttp mate tgk cte tu even dah tgk about five times.then aini,klas aku plg awl kul 11.that is chem lab.plan with anis to buy lab coat around 10.hope that ill not kekok with lab tools cause dh lame x pegang2 test tube and other lab stuff tu..hehe

bad news

just get bad news from my abah.he said that ill never get my plastic bag anymore!!!really sad coz ive lost ketupat for my aunt and keropok for my rumet and frens..huhu.and wut im going to do with the plastic that i t'silap amik???hurm...~That is why the usage of plastic bag shud be banned rite??haha..tetibe je..

new sem

ari ni sem baru uni aku dh start.dont know how to describe my feelings.happy?sad?excited?stress?..ill try to find out later..if x de aral melintang(cheh) insyaallah it will be my last sem at cfs iium petaling jaya.so sad coz really love the location.really closed to mid..haha.most strategic uni in Malaysia, i think. then after 5 months,ill have 2 months vacation.i think better for me to plan wat im going to do the during vacation later.Now im still not preparing myself to uni yet.still at my aunt's house..im stuck here coz have to settle some stuff that is due to my careless..huhu..if not,ill be in my room and clean all up.and add some more deco.haha..im still online and not mandi gi(bau)huhu.really nyesal coz time naek bas last night,im not bringing any sweater.pretty damned cold la.huhu..dah le ujan je non stop.huhu..thank god ive a t shirt in my lappy bag.hehe..spare.then just use le de t shirt that so small..really envy7 with my fren in front of me.x enough with sweater,she brought small blanket..really well prepared la that woman.hehe..hope that i can find my plastic bag back after i teramik org laen punye.huhu..bad luck tul.hope that can reach pj before night coz mlas nk argue ngan pak guard.hehe

baju raya :)

just bought baju raye for this year with my aunt. It's stripes!!!!love it so much.hope that i can post it here.Ill try..:P

my life without my mp3???cant imagine..:p..lol

Ramadhan

Its been a long time im not publishing my blog. Busy with my life as a students that really have to improve a lot at this world and InsyaAllah, the hereafter. But, Happy to say that month of Ramadhan start tomorrow aka month of repentance!!! After 11 month past that full with mistakes and etc. And after maghrib tadi, theres no more syaitan coz Allah had tied up all the syaitan. It means that we are free from godaan syaitan and whats left its just our nafs. So, this month will test us how to control our nafs. That’s why this month is also known as month of practicing. Wanna tell that during the terawih just now, the imam told us that “we’ve live in kelalaian during past 11 month, so, during this month of Ramadhan, grab this golden opportunity to worship Allah as much as u can. Don’t bother others who said you’re hypocrite or what so ever. just worship Allah as His humble servant”. InsyaAllah ill practice what he had told us and InsyaAllah ill get the more rewards from Allah in this valuable month. And really sad coz for the first time, Ill sahur alone..all my rumets blk and actually I planned to blk, already took the overnight card but,last2 minute my aunt told me that she wanna celebrate this ramadhan with her in law. So, x jadi ler blk. Some of my frens invited me to squat at their room, but I think I don’t have the mood to menyusahkan org len. I think that stay in room is the best choice. hehe..theres no more syaitan rite?? Don’t have to be afraid then..haha..really want to go home..ma, abah ,emi ,farid ,farah ,hanan and esp aikha, really miss them. really wish to break-fast with them.with ikan bakar..lol..abah..huhu..this month also makes me more tringat kt my late uncle, su di. Still remember the time when both of us when to the bazaar Ramadhan to get some murtabak(although the murtabak x de dat day..kinda frust)were riding Mahendra, and I kept complaining to him about the unstable jeep. Its more obvious when we hntar my grandparents to the airport. Ive to take back seat aka car boot I think. Really hate that moment. But, after thought about it again, ill…the most thing that ill remember and really thank to god is that I sempat had terawih with my late uncle. although its just once or twice, really appreciate that moment.Its really memorable. InsyaAllah in this month, ill pray more for him since the doa from fasting people akan dimakbulkan by Allah .Amin..