finally,..the end

ooopss..x the end lagi..baru lps midsem..huahua..camne la leh tringat plak psl nk mengupdate blog ble tgh dgr lagu miss a nih.hehe..erm..lot things happened lately.erm..let me see..to start with,before midsem break hari tu,saye mangalami tekanan perasaan terhadap pengajian saya*btol kah grammar ni=(..so,bising2 cakap kat org yg aku ni nak tukar kos..boleh dikatakan most of my chingu cam sedih jugak dengar but then diorg x de plak nak paksa jgk aku stay cni.yup,thats why i love u guys.such a very good friends.semua hanya mendoakan yang terbaek untuk aku walaupun dimana aku berada nanti*ayat x leh blah..5pm, i love u guys so much lah!muah3;).even my family pun sometimes try to decide things for me.now, aku paham ape kadang2 org cakap kawan lagi understanding compared to even our parents.but depends la kawan tu kawan camne kan.so,aku pun dgn excitednye drop algebra and bm!why bm???coz im not yet ready for bahasa melayu.fullstop.does it makes sense?poyo!slame ni ko cakap bahase ape huh??abih la 6 RAT*budget shopping kne cut 2 ratus sbulan=(.i think it is one of the right things ive made by dropping algebra coz lau x,possibility nk fail tu 98%=(.but then,right after midsem break hari tu,pegi la jumpe lecturer qs kat gombak.coz before this im planning to change kuliyyah to KAED.but then,ble dah jumpe lecturer tu,and dgr explanation panjang lebar dari die sendiri,ermmmmm.. i think i have to think several times lgi before decide ape2.n skang,ive decided that SAYE X KAN TUKAR KOS,whatever happens in the future,ill never give up to give maths a shot!yeah!!!!!!I LOVE MATHS A LOTTTT;)..insyaAllah..i really do hope that this is the right decision.hope that Allah will help me to go through the challenges that ill face in the future.and now,i really appreciate my uncle's advice"sesusah mane pun bende tu,lau orang lain boleh buat,nape kak yah x leh buat?and in about 70++cts student tu,x semua yang betol2 minat maths.so,dont ever use "saye x minat maths" as the excuse to change course"cam cinta jugak,tetibe plak..sebenci mane pun kte dgn org tu,tapi ble dah lame kenal..kebaikan die mesti terspill jugak..coz,x semua org selalu jahat n x semua org selalu baek.same gak ngan maths.x semua subject maths susah..mesti ade yang u can cope with.IM TRYING TO BE +VE HERE YE!.yes,i can do it!if orang lain boleh buat,x kan la aku x boleh.aku ni orang jugak.bukan orang utan.haha..tetibe tringat junho ckp orang utan..eh,melalut plak..aku akan try survive in cts.plus dgn semua kawan2 yg SGT SUPPORTIVE that ive now, think i can really survive here;).mlas plak nak menaip..anyong!