plz say NO!

why i dont have strength to say NO to people??why??ade la skali 2 cakap TIDAK.or TAK NAK.but then,x mmg rase cam jahat gle.huhuhuhu..why eh?adakah aku x normal?or nak dekat time period??huhuhu..hurmm..maybe la kot..jadi cam emo and sensitive smacam je nih+homesick lagi+org x reti bahasa lagi+jadi committee secara pakse lagi.panas2!woah...i want my normal life back!nothing else.just me,n myself most of the time.i love to be alone(x slalu lah jgk coz takot la kalo mlm2 dok sorg..huhu)..i want to waste time as usual(ade ke?)hurmm..entah la blalang..sometimes,people can give pressure to you..hey man,ingat dunia ni pressure cooker ke huh???aku rase nak tgk laut je skang,tapi skang ni cam bahaye je nk g tgk laut..huhuhu..cam musim tengkujuh plak..but then,seriously,it is not me.ke effect homesick nih??huhuhu..hurm..entah la:(

why??

why cant i forget you?why mr S???nak kate satu course pun x.nak jumpe??haram!lately mmg x nampak batang idung pun..huhu..but why feeling aku kat die ni cam fresh je..fresh??ah,lantak ar aku nak gne ape =p.ye la,jumpe x,terserempak pun x.tapi asal la aku still ade hati lagi kat die.maybe bcoz of his behavior towards people?his politeness??kindness??cuteness??(damn cute.comel.kecik.eye smile.sweet smile)haha..x kan muke die ade iras junho kott...tapi ade la skett..sepet!i like~~..eww..menggedix plak..=p..ermm,seriously,nape la aku still ade hati ngan ko wahai mr s sedangkan ade yang lebih berhak untuk aku cintai iaitu,the creator,Allah SWT.yup,it is normal actually when someone fall in love or "what ever under the sun",they tend to forget or less appreaciate la about people that lagi berhak kite sayangi..contoh paling dekat la kan,ble dah cintan2 ni,x msg sehari tu punye la rase bagai stahun..tapi kalau x msg parent shari tu rase cam"ala,esok2 la"..tipu la lau x rase camtu..coz aku penah kott=(..how fool,silly and"what ever under the sun"am i.suke ati la nak describe ape asalkan seangkatan dengannya..ermm..seriously,saye mau lupekan awak MR S!but not by hating you..you just to good to be true..eh?erm,watever..but my aim to cut(tapi boleh paste lagi=))you in my diary(ade pun x)..."whatever under the sun"*sigh T_T
tapi cam kene plak ngan lirik ni..copy paste je la=)

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..