mood saye :( skang

owhhh....bersenang lenang dlm cuti slame ni useless coz bajet pass semua subject ar,x yah study!huahuhuahua..nmpaknye mimpi indah aku hancur ble tgk result sem 1 kat main camp.for the first time in uia,aku fail n kne repeat la kan????huahuhuahua..rase cam babun je!ni gara2 calculuz yg senang dmate susah nk mampos di otak..tgk,aku dah x btol..huahuhuahua..biar ar.aku duk dlm blek.parents aku x tau g result ni.n aku skang tgh mnaip kat cni..good daughter..ure right fatihah,express feeling dlu kat cni is the best way!hmmm...nape la aku x rase nk nanges ble fail ni?mungkin sebab aku ade geng?maybe la kan..but then,deep in my heart,chewah!aku rase cam it deserve me..coz deserve la kan fail with such many fool thing that what ive done.byk kot tuhan je tau..alahai..bedosenye.lau bende2 lagho byk lor,lotih toman nak explain cni..huhuhu..papepun aku harap aku boleh muhasabah la kan diri aku ni to be someone better,insyaAllah..but then,serious,aku x tau what kind of feeling ive now..cam sdeh pn ade..gamaknye,otak aku ngah blank la.cam x leh jawab exam tuh!its freezing with no feeling!emmm...dah2..saye sudah fail calculus.so,nanges cepat!!!;).but then,eventhough aku kne repeat,aku ikhlas tau.tu je aku mampu..aku x copy idea otak org len time exam or quiz..i swear!;)..n i hope that sape2 yg "ter"copy ans org len tu cepat2 la insaf..coz korg x fail sbb korg copy makhlukhat(ramai gak dlm klas aku otak supernatural)..is it called as victory?chewah,victory plak!nways,congratz sape yg dpt resultz "boom boom"(meletop2 cam mak aku goreng ikan rebus tuh)hahaha..x de laa..congrats ye!muhasabah diri le yg aku leh wat skang:(..e.ermmm...let me see ape yg aku kena kurangkan n improvekan sem ni;)
1)of coz la 2PM coz aku dah nk jadi die hard fan dah..but then,lau 2PM dtg kne spend gak mase g tgk diorg!hahaha
2)skype,chit chatting n swaktu dgnnye(assume as face to face lagi masyuk!)
3)kluar(tapi aku mmg x leh x kluar..nk2 atok aku nk bg kete ble entah ni..n ntah bg ke idak ngan result aku cam superbbb nih!)tp kluar should not be the reason why i failed)
4)focus dlm klas..ye!kne focus n lau bleh phmkan tros dlm klas.jgn pospone2:(
5)constant study..hari2 mau study maa..at least x bebankan hari kemudian as in hari exam la kan..
6)bykkan solat taubat dan solat sunat..
7)spend time kat tmpat yg aku rase blh study,study dgn selesanya!ooyeahhhh!
8)since aku minat 2PM je n x terinvolve lagi dlm kancah drama korea,hope that aku x terinvolve la kan..huhu..tp ade je die hard fan ar drama korea..ok je pointer..dah idup die tu je kan.korean n study.blh la..aku ni,study g,shopping g,lepak g,2 pm g,chit chatting g,fb g,semua g la.cam girls generation nye lagu tu..gee gee gee..2pm pun penah nyanyi gak lagu tu ngan other group..tgk2!
9)trime seadanye ur lecturer..be good to them n have good perception about them;)
10)aku rase makan byk pn effect la..haha..ade plak..ermm..aku rase ade coz ble makan byk,duit kuar pn byk,dah namenye boros,ikut perangai syaitan..x elok..ok2,mulai skang aku makan satu meal je mlm..huahuahua
11)exercise..seriously,i really need exercise damn much!n aku harap sem ni aku blh jogging or cycling every weekend at least.
12)stop thinking that"this is not the right time to study".honestly,i do have such kind of blablabla...
hope tu je la..byk bende nk kne improve.yeah..im human nways..ye la,lau monyet yg slau dok ngurat aku tepi tingkap tu,nk curi makanan je keje die..x de keje len dah..dah tau dah..seb baek aku x tolak terjun dr level 4 je..takot geng2 monyet2 spot blek aku plak nnti.dah2 merepeknye nek!erm..nk g awal sket.dlm 11 aibln dah btolak.sampai awal,kemas blek awal.study awal?insyaAllah..